To those who are discourage by their apperance

Friends, outer beauty although is very important, but the inner beauty is the most important of all... Let say you know a person whose has outer beauty but the character of that person is very bad, whatsoever even their looks is so perfect? Friends, God looks into the hearts and way beyond what a person does.. The outer beauty is just an addition or just a "reward" God placed in us.. Yes, indeed the world is looking for someone who has the outer and not the inner beauty of a person; but what it takes to be pretty outside but inside is like a rotten apple?? It takes nothing.. Trust me, God creates in you what He think is the best for you... I do not have the outer beauty, but i need to keep the inner beauty that i have.. Prides that you have can cause you to make other people think that you are acting cool or as we say, "ACBC" in alot of ways.. But if you Don't have the basic faith in yourself, others will think of what you think about yourself also.. I have experienced a very low self-esteem before, just like you.. Perhaps you may think that is impossible, but it is a truth.. Actually there is no ugly people in the world, as even the most ugly person in the world will have his or her good beauty in the inner hearts of them.. The worst person in the world is that he or she do not have the outer NOR the inner beauty in themselves.. Trust in yourself that even you are in the lowest point of your life.. Trust in yourself but NOT pride.. Friends whenever i am down or feel that i have no outer beauty and people around me are teasing me, God is always be there for me.. God accept you even you think that you are the most ugliest in the world.. look around you, see that even though you think that you are the ugliest in the world, the world are still turning and changing day by day.. you can turn into a swan someday when you have confidence in yourself and change the way you think about yourself.. Friends, sometimes it is not that other people think that you are bad, but it is a result as you yourself think that you are very bad.. Frankly speaking, my mother often depise me about how i look, and that causes me to think and to attempt suicides and other stupid things.. Friends, each other will have their own weak points and strength.. just look at the bright side of life and don't be discorage by the words other commend bad about you.. If you trust in yourself, nobody can attack you by their words.. your friends around you give you comments and is a good one, just take note of the area to change and be a better person.. Change for the better not for the worst.. Anyway, God loves and accept you the way you are... Just look upon Him when you are down.. Take care and be yourself.. you are who you are.. May God bless you!! :)

Financial Blessings

God is a good God... indeed God has and had blessed me alot and alot.. whenever i give my tithe and offering, His blessing will be always there for me.. i am so touch by God's givings.. everytime when i am in need of money, there will be a financial blessing for me from my uncles or my mother will pass me the amount that i need.. Trust God for everything as He is a Almighty God.. God can bless me, He can bless u too! May God bless u and have a nice day.. Don't serve money as it will lead you to corruptions that the devil is setting for you to be trapped.. we can live without bread but not without God... One's beliefs can change for the better or the worst.. and too the bad thinking mindset can cause you trapped in a financial difficulties.. Don't do crimes and sin causes you into a deep trouble.. Be humble and trust God for everything because God is a good God.. He will take care of your needs and grant you wish if you are willing to do His will.. You will reap of what you have sown earlier, not sow after you reap.. for harvest is only there after you have sow your seeds.. Do not be so afraid to sow as God is your Provider and He will provide you of what you need and even the seeds for your sowing.. God is the Creator of all the earth and the universe.. He Is Able to do all things.. Nothing is too hard for Him.. For He is the one who set the way and the path that you are walking now.. Do His will and walk in righteousness, whatever is right for you to have, He will give it to you.. Money cannot buy alot of things cosisting of love hope and joy.. Friends, do not be deceive by the devil as he is nothing compared to the Almighty God who is Everything.. Jesus loves you and I love you too, by the love of Christ...

Regrets

There may be regrets in life but friends, i encourage u not to be discourage by them.. i do have regrets, the first regret is to be lazy and slack... hmm there was one thing i regret at my pri 5 yr time.. during that period, i was in the sch basketball team, i love the sports alot.. there was once i m tired and i didnt turn up for practice, that causes me to miss a chance to play in a school match.. that is a regret in my primary school life.. hmm another regret is that i do not have the boldness to tell the gospel and spread God's love to my grandmother.. this is greatest regret i ever had.. i always love the grandmother who passed away not long ago... its about 2 mths back she died.. As wad i believe, God is the real God and Jesus is my Saviour and my Lord.. Friends, treasure the people around you.. Do not let them go away before its too late.. Regrets is sth that no one ever want to meet.. but if you don grab or treasure the time well, you will have lots of lots of regrets.. regrets not as time wait for no man.. friends, treasure wad you have and are now.. do not let opprtunity to go away.. take care and God bless..

God is Love

In the world, there is no love.. As there is too much hypocrites in this world.. The world is full of darkness and swords, that will kill the people who are unbelievers of God.. God has accepted the way and who we are.. God is a healing God.. He wants us to know of His love and to do the will of God.. God wants to show mercy to the people who are still in the darkness, and so He wants to send us out as for the harvest is full but the labourers are a few.. Friends, let us do the will of God and live a righteous life for God as God is the God of righteous.. Indeed i myself is an unbeliever before, thank God that i have found Him as my Saviour and my Lord.. Be thankful towards what God has placed in your life.. God will not leave you alone.. Whenever you are down or alone, close your eyes and enjoy the presence of God and He is always be there for you.. Jesus loves you and His heart is filled with love for the world as He died on the cross for our sins.. God is willing to forgive you and He is willing to accept you of who you are... Listen my friends, i am not trying to convince you to believe, but of what i had and have experienced, i know that God is always good and His mercy endures forever.. May God bless you and His grace be upon you.. Jesus love you and so do I!! Live to the fullest of your life and not to regret of what you have done as it is impossible to turn back the time and re-do everything.. Take care..

To those who are once in love with God

friends, indeed God is a Merciful God.. In 1 Jn 4:19 says, "we love Him because He first loved us." Yes, God is lovely God indeed. Jesus Christ died on the cross for us and through His blood that was shed for us, we are found pure in God's eyes.. and in Jn 3:16 says "for God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believs in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. so whenever we are feeling down, we need to go back to the first love that we had for God.. in His Word of Life, there are many things that you can discover over your life.. i had learnt that no matter what may be our circumstances, God is always there to be with us.. the world is full of darkest, but God is the Truth, the Way and the Life.. because Jesus had suffers on the cross for us, hence forth we are able to communicate the the Heavenly Father who sent Him to died on the cross for our sins.. friends, i just want to encourage you by the love of God, to turn back to Him whenever you think yourself as lowly, unworthy, God will give you the love, peace and joy that you are longing for.. fao God created us in His own image, in the weakest time of our life, God will give us the strength to carry on.. trust in Him, and everything will be alright.. i hope that you will go back to Him who is first loving us and lay down His life on the cross for us.. for God is a good God.. He will never forsake nor leave us alone.. so take care... may the peace of God be with you.. Amen.

Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour

It is a true story, b4 i know Christ, I was a very negative person... ever since i get know 0f His love, i started to change in my attitudes and the way i think.. Jesus is LOVE.. He sacrifise His life for mi... Through Him, I now know the Heavenly Father who is loving me all the time.. There are times when i was wrong and sinning against God in my behaviour, as He is Merciful and He grace is upon me and through Jesus's blood, i was saved and being forgiven by God.. As i grow day by day in the Lord, i realised how good is He who is willingly to forgive all those who are sinning against Him... Live with Christ is never a bed of roses, even the beautiful roses have thorns that make people painful.. God sheltered me with His mercy and grace and He is the Author and the Finisher.. He has the keys to the eternal life in heaven.. i see His good work and know Him as my Lord, God and my Savior... i lift up my pains to Him and He who is a healing God heals me of every sicknesses that i have. He endures forever.. He will never forsake us noe leave us alone.. Whenever i feelling down, He is there to encourage me and too, to comfort me.. Like Jabez, i will lift up my pain to Him.. Giving Him all the glory and unto Him all the praises.. i will never outgive Him as He is the Giver of all things, He is the Creator of the whole universe, the satan have no power but the ability to lie and he is trying to get us out of the love of God that is originally belongs to us.. i can overcome all things as God had overcome the world.. Everything is alright, as i got Jesus with me.. Friends, let us not be deceive by the devil and be lost in the world; for God is Love and WE ARE LOVED BY HIM.. i will treasure God forever and ever.. Amen.. i hope that those who reads this message will get to know Him one day.. As God touches us with His everlasting Love..

About my badness

Actually i scare snake, fish and a lot of animals that are in the sea and cold-blooded animals. actually i scare balloons too! My weakness is that my determination is not strong enough to do something, i am some sort of double-minded. If you are one of my friends, you can see that i am really a lazy person and don't like people to force me to do something that i dislike and i don't have the mood of doing it. I used to be rebellious and now also. It is just like a normal proceedure for me when you force me into doing something i don't like and when i am angry. i am quite stubborn too. I can say myself that i am quite easily tempted by people to do wrong things. i tend to be quit emotional and i am very sensitive towards the words, attitude of others. I really can change my attitude as fast as a situation change. I am a smoker last time and i drink too. I mix with bad company in the past and often neglect my studies. Even though i now not with them, but i never get serious to what i am doing. I can't learn quickly and i am quite a self-centred person. I do not like to talk about my personal life to others except some super close friends that i trust a lot. i sometime tend to boast around about the good things that i have achieve and do not like others to do that. I never think of others sometimes and i just care about what i do and say. I do not take good care of myself as i do not love myself that much. I do not know how to love myself and i like to gossip about other prople bad points and never think of myself. I often think that i am useless and nobody cares about my and i always hurt myself.

My admirers

I have quite a lot of admirers till now from primary school, the 1st person is my pri 2 classmate, Govin Raj. He is a quite interesting guy that i know as he loves to tease me a lot in the past. IN my pri 3 year, I know a guy name Jeremy, he is also a type of boys that i like. Pri 4 time i am in crush with a boy name Edmund, this crush do not stay long as i like another guy name Andrew Ho Wei Heng in my pri 5 to Pri 6 year time. He is a guy that i like for the longest time in my primary school time. It is God's will i think to like Govin Raj again in pri 6 in the later part of my year. Govin is my classmate at pri 1 and pri 2, pri 5 and pri 6. Although i get a chance to know that he indeed also having crush on me, but i never let him by chance that i like him also. it came to pass that during my pri 6 time i know a guy name Sim Yu Heng, from Evergreen Secondary School. I am so stupid as i like him quite a lot and i choose Evergreen Sec Sch in 2001, duriong my PSLE time. Sec 1, i like a guy name Teo Poh Boon, sec 3e1, in this school. I like TPB for about 1 yr 6 mths. By chance, i know and like a guy name Justin Ng Wei Kun, my former "god-brother". He introduce a guy name Cheng Kiat Nian, Ah Kiat, and i fall in love with him once. It is really amazing that i met another admirer name Wong Yoong Jian John. At the same time, i also in crush in Eng Siang Hao. Although i like my section senior, Ng Wee Leong, but i didn't forget that i like Neo Bao Long before. It was such a long list of my admirers but however i didn't name all as there are too many to tell. This list is just part of it only. It is quite amazing that i have broke the record as i have know John for a long time and i now still in crush with him. it has been for 2 years i think that i like him. Oh no... if you somehow is one of the list of admirers that i named, don't be surprise because i really got a lot a lot to tell. And too, i "change heart" very often too.

我的过去

我是出生于1989年9月16日。我的过去跟其他人一样，充满着了喜怒哀乐。我可是算好了，有很多家人疼爱我。但是，我家庭温暖是在我爸爸赌上引时候变得不美好了。我从小就很懂事，知道什么是对什么是错。但是这些事情让我觉得很不自在也很痛苦。因为小时候的回忆是我想不要的回忆。虽然小的时候有很多记不起的事情但是我也活得蛮的復杂的。真的是受不了了！我越想越头痛。我真的很不想去想它但是却无法控制自己再去想它。我是很復杂的人，我总是拿不定主意我自己想要追求的理想或事物。我的过去的日子也有很可怕的是事情发生。我记得有一次：我的爸爸欠大耳窿钱；这事情害得我的家整天不得安宁，有几次还闹到报警呢。也许你不相信，但是我真的遇到了这些不愈快的事情。要是你到了我的过去，我看你应该也不希望你要这样的童年吧。我希望我的下一代不会有和我一样的童年，我希望他们有一个很愉快又开心，自由自在的童年。

我爱耶稣

耶稣基督是我爱的神，祂是我的主。祂与天父和圣灵是我认识的最伟大，最仁慈的神。我识一个很没有自信心的人。就在我升上中一年中时，我的一位朋友让我认识了这位伟大的天父。我虽然有时候觉得很伤心，很寂莫，很很生气，但当我去和上帝说话得时候，我都会觉得自己平静了下来。我因此决定无论如何，我都会去爱祂。上帝对我付出的爱是永恒不变，祂对我的宽恕更是无法形容的伟大。上帝的爱让我学会到爱比恨更美好，让我学会怎样不怕失败，从新振作起来。无论到哪里，我都不会觉得孤单，因为我知道：在我的心里面，圣灵永远都会跟随我，甚止至到我上天堂的那一天，祂也不会离开我的。