About my badness

Actually i scare snake, fish and a lot of animals that are in the sea and cold-blooded animals. actually i scare balloons too! My weakness is that my determination is not strong enough to do something, i am some sort of double-minded. If you are one of my friends, you can see that i am really a lazy person and don't like people to force me to do something that i dislike and i don't have the mood of doing it. I used to be rebellious and now also. It is just like a normal proceedure for me when you force me into doing something i don't like and when i am angry. i am quite stubborn too. I can say myself that i am quite easily tempted by people to do wrong things. i tend to be quit emotional and i am very sensitive towards the words, attitude of others. I really can change my attitude as fast as a situation change. I am a smoker last time and i drink too. I mix with bad company in the past and often neglect my studies. Even though i now not with them, but i never get serious to what i am doing. I can't learn quickly and i am quite a self-centred person. I do not like to talk about my personal life to others except some super close friends that i trust a lot. i sometime tend to boast around about the good things that i have achieve and do not like others to do that. I never think of others sometimes and i just care about what i do and say. I do not take good care of myself as i do not love myself that much. I do not know how to love myself and i like to gossip about other prople bad points and never think of myself. I often think that i am useless and nobody cares about my and i always hurt myself.