LOVE

What is Love??? I always wanted to ask myself this question..... I don't know what is love... can anyone tell me???? But I did experience a very touching Love when I know God.... Love is such a sarcrifise... Wow... I really do not know how to love like Jesus who is so willing to do the will of God and to die on the Calvery 2000 years ago... I really wish to experenice a true and real love from someone i love and to have an exciting relationship with them.... hmmm.... sometimes i felt so negative and i do not really want to think whether is there a real love besides the love of Christ... I do believe there will be true love besides the love of Christ even though there are so many unloving people in this world.... hmm maybe i am naive about this but whatever it is i will hope to wait for the real and truth love that i really hoped for... Love is assuredly a sarcrifise and also pain in some of the things that your love ones did to you... i do not really feel the love of my worldly family as there is not really a true and genuine love as what i think... yes, i know that my parents had tried their best to show the love and concern for me and my brother, but the way they do it is not really sounds right... i really want a loving family.. i do love my family even though they are not that loving... anyway i believe in love because if there is no love, there will not be me living until now... Love from a weird family with not much of communication... LOve is indeed a lot a lot of cries and happiness... I love my grandmother... However she's gone.. Last year, when i was celebrating my friend's birthday, i was "celebrate" my sad grandmother's funeral... I love my grandmother very much... She is the one who look after my from young and i really really love her a lot a lot.... She will always be in my mind... I love my mother, but i do not know how to say that "I love you" to her... As i do not have the practice.... How can I love unconditionally to all that not loving me that much???? Haizzz....... Love is what i hope for.. I love God and hope for His love as He is loving even though sometimes i think that i am not that worthy enough for His great love...... Thank God that He let me found the 1st love.... He had touched my life with His unconditional love... Friends, if you need love, you have to learn to love others 1st... Love is not free but it is what you achieved for... Love is forever here as if there isn't love from God; we will not be here and enjoy the suroundings and others' love... There will have no care and kindness and mercy in this world.... Love others and love yourself.... If you want other's love, you need to love yourself 1st before others love you.. Because if you do not have the basic love for yourself, do you think that others will love you? A person without self confidence always have self pity of their own self and so even the whole universe says that "I love you" to him or her; they will not think so... They may think that all of the people is lying and evrything else besides knowing the facts that the people are being truthful and loving them with all their hearts... Friends, Jesus loves you and I love you too... Have a faith to believe it and you can really sense that you are being loved by someone.... Take care and may God bless you!!!!!!