JEALOUS HEART!!

I am so jealous of my brother... He got a brand new phone while I still using my super old phone!! I am jealous because my mother seldom buy so good quality phone to me... The first time she buy the nokia 6510 to me and after 3months, she took it back and tell me because i overspent my phone bills..... I am so sad lor... So unfair... Sometimes treally thinking whether if i am really my mother's real daughter or not.... Haizzz.... So whatever lor... How i wish to scolded all the vulgars out fron a~z now!! I am so disappointed about this... So sad over this... I want to buy a mp3 but my mother said that if i buy, i will not get any money for my allowances... So UNFAIR!!!!! I'm so stress and feeling so down..... Why my mother always like that one??? Buy to one and let the other jealous... And also put boys higher position as girls... I don't care.. I don't want to help her to do anything since i didn't get the benefits... and all the benefits are all my brother's.... Ask my mother to use my brother to do the housework la... Since she treasure him so much like all slave stuff to do is me and all the prince stuff and others good things belongs to my brother!!! I am so sad towards my mother... She once again and again hurt me and treat me like slave and my brother as her prince AND princesss... What is me then??? A bondage and a slave to her.... Haiz.... I am jealous... jealous... Jealous!!!!!