Experiences

In life, there are so many experiences that we can learn. Goods and also bad experiences we will surely face. Friends, everyday that we live a life that is full of experiences that is either good and bad... As for me, whether it is good or bad, i will take it as a stepping stone or a strength to go on in my life... So many feelings appear in between when i experiencing them... Being happy, sad, angry, excited and many others... I do not really like some of them but however, they appear so that I can learn more and to become more mature... How is it feel like being love by people??
I really don't know this feeling even though I been through a boy girl relationship with a whatever person... what is the experience of a determined person? I have experenciced so many negative stuffs and throughout its so tough to carry on my life... Thank God for His strength to go on and making my life to the fullest... Sometimes I really wish that I can experience more on positive rather than negativeness of life... Friends, all things have their own experiences... its the matter of what we choose to be.... There are surely many negative experiences that we had to face... But overall it is most important of what we learn through these experiances the life that we must face.... my heart is so burden over so many things and whatrever it is.... my heart desire is to taste a love experience from someone i like or so.... Thank God for His true love for me.... Friends, Experiensce life to its fullest... When my grandmother passed away, that heart felt experence is so pain and hard to forget.... I learn to be strong by myself... Those negative experiences are the hardest to overcome as everytime as we think back our life, these negativeness may pull us down to our lowest point of life again... Experiences is part of life that we can learn from them.... Don't be dishearted friends, everything will come into an end... Nothing on this earth are everlasting except the pure love we have for one another and all good memories that we reflected back each time.... Sometimes we might not like the experiences, but thats life... So be of good courage and learn from all the experiences that we had faced..... May God be with you as you face every part of experiences in life!! :) Always look on the brught side!! Take care!!!

LOVE

What is Love??? I always wanted to ask myself this question..... I don't know what is love... can anyone tell me???? But I did experience a very touching Love when I know God.... Love is such a sarcrifise... Wow... I really do not know how to love like Jesus who is so willing to do the will of God and to die on the Calvery 2000 years ago... I really wish to experenice a true and real love from someone i love and to have an exciting relationship with them.... hmmm.... sometimes i felt so negative and i do not really want to think whether is there a real love besides the love of Christ... I do believe there will be true love besides the love of Christ even though there are so many unloving people in this world.... hmm maybe i am naive about this but whatever it is i will hope to wait for the real and truth love that i really hoped for... Love is assuredly a sarcrifise and also pain in some of the things that your love ones did to you... i do not really feel the love of my worldly family as there is not really a true and genuine love as what i think... yes, i know that my parents had tried their best to show the love and concern for me and my brother, but the way they do it is not really sounds right... i really want a loving family.. i do love my family even though they are not that loving... anyway i believe in love because if there is no love, there will not be me living until now... Love from a weird family with not much of communication... LOve is indeed a lot a lot of cries and happiness... I love my grandmother... However she's gone.. Last year, when i was celebrating my friend's birthday, i was "celebrate" my sad grandmother's funeral... I love my grandmother very much... She is the one who look after my from young and i really really love her a lot a lot.... She will always be in my mind... I love my mother, but i do not know how to say that "I love you" to her... As i do not have the practice.... How can I love unconditionally to all that not loving me that much???? Haizzz....... Love is what i hope for.. I love God and hope for His love as He is loving even though sometimes i think that i am not that worthy enough for His great love...... Thank God that He let me found the 1st love.... He had touched my life with His unconditional love... Friends, if you need love, you have to learn to love others 1st... Love is not free but it is what you achieved for... Love is forever here as if there isn't love from God; we will not be here and enjoy the suroundings and others' love... There will have no care and kindness and mercy in this world.... Love others and love yourself.... If you want other's love, you need to love yourself 1st before others love you.. Because if you do not have the basic love for yourself, do you think that others will love you? A person without self confidence always have self pity of their own self and so even the whole universe says that "I love you" to him or her; they will not think so... They may think that all of the people is lying and evrything else besides knowing the facts that the people are being truthful and loving them with all their hearts... Friends, Jesus loves you and I love you too... Have a faith to believe it and you can really sense that you are being loved by someone.... Take care and may God bless you!!!!!!

Changes

wow, its being so long ever since i came in here... right now i am in Bishan ITE and everything seems fine to mi.. although there are frens who left mi... i believe that new friends will still come to mi too... i have gain in my confidence ever since that day when i first stepped into the church.... i have understand that life is not always that smoothly and i got to learn of how to become more stronger in emotional ways. i have know so much things and have fallen into so much of troubles what is the uses of all these?? sometimes i wander... but however i found out that everything is a process for us to grow into more mature status... i have quite a lot of wisdom and i want to thank God for the wisdom of everything...

Jesus had died for my sins and I love Him forever... i want to grow more mature as it will benefit myself... i do not want to be like the past anymore... what i love is that to become slacker... but i want to be mature and to become a hardworker... i will change for the better as i must change... thank God for everything He did to my life...