Stressful life....

I find that living is so stressful.. I got to face so many struggles.... I really wish to DiE.... I dun like to live already... At home is family problem.. loads and loads of problem... Haiz.... I am so tired of living... I dun like to be Tan Geok Heok..... This character is suffering so much of family problems... If I can be another person that lives in heaven will be so much better for me... I really been trapped for so long and really wish to be get out of alot of things.... I really wantded to go back to church and to be set free!!! I've been suffocated... I wish to die... Haiz... No one can understand my feelings... Haiz....