Saddies stuffs...

Haiz... Dunno why recently get emo again... Feeling that frens around mi taking mi for granted... haha... Maybe I'm too kind??? hahaha... Jus kidding... Haiz... Dun bother to read this msg ba.. cuz it's my emo... i can soon overcome... Cuz i've emo and up for so many times le.... I need to live for a better future...

Hmm i dun like to be in a group actually, but in the Bible says that i got to be UNITED as ONE BODY OF CHRIST... So eventually there is no Lone Ranger in the Body Of Christ... Haha.. that's means that i got to be changed so that i can unite as one too...

I dun like to trust people, cuz sometimes they broke it, that's why i may learn that bad manners... Wahahaha.... Hmm cuz i am right nw in somehow confuse that's y i'm always so EMO.... I will feel better soon... hahaha.. :)


To S---- H--:

you dunno me well enough, yes, i'm also sadden by u... But i dun blame u... Cuz i know that u won't be able to know mi so well until like i'm u like that la... Hmm pardon me if i'm cold... Anyway u also quite cold towards ur surrounding frens... Haha... Only those who u would like to know more den u will be passionate towards them ba... haha... i'm stupid that i'm still like u... So now i gonna change my mind... I'm training myself to be more determine to : NOT TO LIKE U LE.... haha... I dun think that matters to u as I am jus a fren to u and u won't easily get into heart of whether i like u or not right??? hahaha... I know it cuz ur character is very passive... I dunno y i've been sadden by u.. By right i should not.. u are jus a fren to mi anyway... hahaha.... But just take care and have a blessed day... Hmm maybe i'll be another me When u saw this blog.. BUT NOW I M SOME HOW SADDEN BY U... But i'll try to cover it, ever though i know i should not... However, i'll still call u due to i'm still stuck on you... Until the day i have overcome the stuck of u, i'll be still stuck on u... And i know u won't be bothered how i feel as u know that i've liked u long time ago.. So, i know u will still answer the calls.. If not just tell mi to stop talking to u... So before that i'll still call u.. Hmm and i'll not talk to u when i noe that u are playing ur games, Cuz u need to concentrate on the things that u do... Also be reminded, alot of people wnt tell things so direct to u even as for mi, i choose to write in my blog.. it's up to u whether u will read or not... Take care... 21/08/2007....

I can change myself and hide my life under somewhere u dunno where... And NOBODY likes to be HURT or being TAKEN FOR GRANTED... Dun u think so?????



To Be Continued.......

Cool Experience

Yo... Everyone... How us ur day??? Hahaha... For me, I really on my way to a much more better and cool life.... Hmm I got alot of encounter of God's blessings and His very own presence... I remember once when i'm angry and scolding my friend of what's wrong with him,... After that moment, i am still chatting with Kimyen... Hmm she saw sth white and large like a bird, while immediate after that there was a strong light flash and it was so bright until there is a moment where i was blinded with darkness after that b4 it turns to the normal mode.... WOW... Cool mam... and it hit another time when i reached my house downstairs.... Hmm throu the months, i really am in the wonderful love of God as He is always blessing me with His wisdom... Actually i've learned that alot of things that we think eith it a postive or negative it really does matters.... Because if we can always see the positive side of one's kindness with harsh, we can really experience the love of that particular person is trying to show but in his/her very own ways....


Haha.... Once i had an interesting conversation with a Christian from another church, she is quite nice when approach me.. Here comes an interesting qn she asked... "If you were given a Question to ask God, What would that be??" I hesitate for a moment and really think deep.... Hmm Actually i thought of alot of possible questions, but one of the most interesting Question hits me and that is, " How old is God?" Haha.. An answer that most of the people won't asked as they might jus say God's age is Can't be measure... Hm yes that is quite true as God is the Alpha and the Omega, The First And The Last... Nobody can tell you except God Himself.... Haha...


Hmm actually i know that everyone can really think deeply as there are research shows that a person is actually only using 3% of their mind... I wonder: What about the 97%??? Even genius only used at most 5% of their brain... It's amazing, dun u think so???? Haha... But i dunno why i always think so much until i can't stop my brain from thinking jus one moment... People might says it's worrying, but i dun really think so as i need to think b4 my actions so that i can minimise the hurtings towards others... I wanna forget myself and serve others first with the Love of God... Cuz i really believe that i should not be selfish and also on top of that, i must treat myself nice and on top of that i really wanna train myself to treat other nice... Hmm as it is written on the Bible : " LOVE UR NEIGHBOUR AS URSELF".... I need to learn hw to sacrifise, but i also need to learn hw to treat myslf well be4 stepping into that level... Dun u think so??? haha... Alot of people treat others well but not everyone treat themselves as well, but Think about this: If u treat others well is jus for the sake of pleasing that particular person so that u cn gain something out of them, u can might as well FORGET it as others wants U treating them well WITH ur TRUE HEART...


Hmmm wow.. u see, i had written so much.... hahaha.... But i dun think alot people will have the patience to read it as so detail as EVERYONE IS HAVING LIMITED TIME FOR CERTAIN STUFFS... hahaha... Hmm for those who reallly take ur time to read, i really can say Thank u for ur precious time... As I'm not too sure who are u and u make ur efforts to read so much of me... I hope u can fimd something out of here and really wish that u will find ur way to GOD THE ALMIGHTY at ur OWN DESIRES...


To Be Contiuned.....