Stressful life....

I find that living is so stressful.. I got to face so many struggles.... I really wish to DiE.... I dun like to live already... At home is family problem.. loads and loads of problem... Haiz.... I am so tired of living... I dun like to be Tan Geok Heok..... This character is suffering so much of family problems... If I can be another person that lives in heaven will be so much better for me... I really been trapped for so long and really wish to be get out of alot of things.... I really wantded to go back to church and to be set free!!! I've been suffocated... I wish to die... Haiz... No one can understand my feelings... Haiz....

Hmm i m going to church later on..

haha.. long time de updates... cuz bz ma... hmm i'd like to go church later bcuz i very sian liao.... I've being so lazy to go out and everything... sian..... hmm dun wanna waste money ma... lol.... hmmm hope i will not c anyone i noe... haha... i feel i m so closed down.. later maybe crying out loud... hahaha.... haiz... God is a good God after all.. He respect my decision.... Hmm i did so much sins and He is great enough to forgive... i'll feel so touched again.. haha.... hmm i so tired... dunno later will tua ppl nt sia.. haha.. so sian.... haha.... i go alone so that i can go off early later.... hmm cuz i dun wanna c ppl... hmm i wanna be alone.... haha... so funny.... i did so many strange thingy sia... lol.... hmm i wanna be a loner... so i can noe myself more to express myself even clearer than b4... hahaha.... k la, i dun wanna bored u all who might get the chance to c my blog de ppl... take care all.. wish u all have a great day...


To Be Continued......