Wednesday, February 06, 2008

I'm changed... quite bad... 06/02/2008

I've changed to quite different person cuz in a lot of things i've become worst... i also dunno how to turn... Hmmm I believe i can change to a better person if i have more focus n aims... I hope God will forgive me for all the errors... I need more time!!! I need a person who can love me and be with me in this life asap... And i want to get marry at the age of 23... Hahaha... Quite impossible, but nothing is impossible with God.. I really need a friend who will really help mi to change... hmmm maybe i need to get bf soon... haha... dunno whether the time right or not also... hmm i really dunno how to love myself... i need ppl to guide me.. I am a stubborn person... I dunno what to say.... Hmm I m a person who wants to overcome or u can say overtake everyone but its not possible cuz i can be jack of everything but i cannot be master of all things... only focus can allow me to do it.. but i m person who is lack of focus and determination... I dunno why on this chinese new year eve night i wanna cry... I dunno why i feel so sad... I really wanna a great positive change in my life... Jesus ... can u help me??? I seldom pray to u is my wrong, but can You help??? I really wanna to cry.... i really dunno why... Help!!!!!!!!! Anyone there who is my angel can help??? Send me some light to let me c where am i and what move should i make now???? I need a physically person... I know bible can help but i dun like to read and i love to talk... i need ppl to talk to me and tell me in a soft way.... Jesus!! Help!!

To be Continued...

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