Jesus... Help!!!

Dear Jesus, u know my sufferings right now... HELP!!!!!!!!



Do i love myself??? Yes and loving it too much until i listen to myself, and i lack of discipline and torture right now... That is not true love to myself.... That is giving myself to hate myself in the end... Now i don't like myself as i have a bad outlook... I always feels that being fat is not a sin, but it will turn negative to myself as fatness will cause alot of health problems... God.. I need ur love to love myself.... We will be tended to love money, but money is not everything as the money will get to no where after u die... So many thongs i've heard, but i'm in a confused right now.. Hm i think i got to live it right by reading the word of God... I got to change... Hahaha... How i wish to love Yj again, But i thionk he dun like me... Hahaha... I'm so sad right nw.. I dunno what to do right nw... therefore i need the help of Jesus... It os my choice of doing certain things but i really need to be more and more like Jesus... When there is a died, there will be a ressurection... By Ulf Ekman... Jesus is full of love, compassion and mercy.... The world love a LOVER...



Turn away from money, from the world, away from self and pleasure... we can go back to love God.... There is a satisfaction in love... Be Contented with God's Love...

God Kisses u back as u kisses Him... There will be a love in touch with u and God...

Jesus Loves U and i loves u too!!!


To Be Continued....

my Life....

My Life is quite a mess now... I've quitted my school and nw in a job which is not really stable job... I wanna work first den study around in 2009... maybe finding a different course to study... I dunno y i have a sudden to study nursing course but i scared i will give up half way like nw... i got to pray for an answer to my life's calling... I know i'm called, but to what area m i called??? i wanna buy many nice clothes to present myself well... but first i got to do reponding.... hahahha.... what is the hell am i doing??? What am i here for?? I cannot find a thing that i can fully concentrate.... Jesus... Can help mi ???!!!! I'm lost.... Hahhaa... Alot of ppl asked, why quit?? But its because i wanna find sth more challenging to do... Hmm I wanna to go to Bible school... $1500.. I wanna save within 6 to 8 month... I MUST SAVE MONEY!!!!! I need to budget my own allowances... hahaha.... i wanna rest for a while before start to fight... I'm injured right nw.. got to rest... I'll need to pray more and more.. the more i'm lost the more i'll need to pray.... I feel that the life is more and more stress.... JESUS!!!! I wanna shout out in loud.. with all my strength... HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank God for all His blessings.... I wanna a exciting life with a extraordinary experiences.... Jesus is the way, the truth, the light...


To Be Continued...