Lolx... I had found Govin Rag in friendster!! wow!! Cool... He is that very guy whom i like for 2 times... I like him when i was in primary 2 and also i like him when i was pri 6.. Hahaha... I've cried just now.. due to too emo liao.. Hahaha... Long time don't have this kind of feelings le... hahaha... Thankx to ben.. my sad feelings come out le... I don't want that man... i want to be happy go lucky as before... No worries... No fear.... Hahaha... Now seems that there is something stopped mi from being myself.. Hmm No way!!! I need to tell myself continuously that i must be strong... I NEED to be Strong!!! I got to be happy and to light up the world... Change the suroundings of me to become happy and joyful.. I got the gift of joy... I love it... Hmm i got to get back my Godly life like before and everything will be alright le.. hahaha... I will keep on doing the things that are right and try my best to go back to cell group and to God... The One who really loves me without failing... I want to get water baptism.. I want to get married soon.. hahaha.. Before 25yr old.. Lols... I don't want to be an old mother.... hahaha... But Not Now that i'm going to marry.. hahaha... I don't want to have baby before i get married...Hmm my life got to be up, not down!! I M NOT GOING TO LIKE THE ONE WHO I LIKE NOW... I don't want to love and contribute the most.. I wanna to be loved... I wanna the love of God back again... But i dun feel that i am worthy to be loved as i have sinned... God, I am sorry; i want Your love again, will You loved me as before?? I always know what God will say to me, but i still have the low of confidence to believe... How??? I'm sad....
To Be Continued...
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