Hmmm i have been losing weight.. wow.... Cool.... lolx.... Because Carrefour is a place whereby can lose weight sia.... lolx.... So good right??? Anyone wanna join in??? Got pay plus free slimming down session... Hahahaha... LolX.... Recently, i fall for a guy name Ben at carrefour... I dun wan to like him sia... In anyway i dunno y i like him so much... i was like crazy about him already... siao sia.... Lolx... i am so sad when he now starts to ignore mi... Will he becaome the next xavier??? well, i believe 95% will be so.. I think its because i don't have the confidence to win his heart bah... because i have being low in confidence of retaining ppl as my friends... i m good to be a friend, no a good girlfriend ba... cause i will jealous very easily.... i like ben so much.. i love him so deep... how i wish he will reply yes, i like u too to my cruel message( i think it is cruel) to him... how i wish i can be by his side now to listen to his heartfelt stories and more... I wanna to know him more... i don't care what he will treat me... But i am in love with him for now... Hmm even though in fact i don't think he is really that good or what.. Hahaha... I think i am blind to like him, but dunno y, the feeling comes in so strongly to my heart and i can't resist it anymore... I am crazy about him le... I am so in love with him... I can't help but to like him... I want my feeling to stop right away and so i can work as per normal again.. If not i want him to like mi back and to be together with me to the end of my life... My heart got no more Yoong Jian already, now all my feelings is towards Ben, the one who is normal at looks but i feel that he is kind at heart... He is very gentleman... I like him until i cannot take it anymore le... I'm crazy about him le... I dunno what can i do.. Hmm i think i need a period to cool down and so to calm my feelings and so to be back like before already.... I know i can do what already, and that is to find a boyfriend and forget him.. I believe i can do it man... Jia You To Me!!! hahaha...
To Be Continued...
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