Walau... I am sick for a total of 6 days sia... Didnt't really enjoy my off days... I fri off, sat MC sun off.. Mon off.. Tue and today, wed MCs.... total 6 days wor... lolxxx.... But shuyi is for better.. 12 days in total of MC.... Lolx.... I am still in "holiday mood".. But so sad.. tomorrow i need to go back to work liao.... I wana resign for sure... But dunno why i she bu de... Maybe its becuz i've use to it le ba.. lolxx... i wanna work somewhere else but not too sure where i acn get a better job sia... i think i wanna try to interview at 7-11.. lolx... cuz i dun like to work on days.. but i prefer night shift.... Lolx... Hmm but i also dunno what i want in my life now... I feel that i need God back.. But i dunno how to go back to God... Maybe i am too worldly le ba... Hmmm but in deepest of my heart, i know and i know that i need God... I need a someone who can bring mi back to God... My haert is willing but my dlesh is weak.... I feel that I am lonely... I feel that if i go back i am afriad that i will fail God again and backslide again... But in the Bible said it so ever clearly that God is forever forgiving until the Last Day when Jesus come back to judge the living and the dead... Haiz... I feel so bad and no mood sia... Very emo... lolx... Hmmm and also i dunno why i still got some "like" feeling towards the bazaar Ben... I dun wanna like him already and i believe that i am able to forget him... haha... its easier to be said than to be done ba... Lols... But i believe that "There's a will, There's a way"... Lolxxx.. So lao gu ban rite??? But i will never give up hope on God as Jesus had died for me so that i am worthy to deserve His mercy and Grace... I believe that ALL my sin and shame He will take it all away... Because Jesus is Lover of my soul... I want to turn back and run to God again and dun wanna to fall back but it takes a great courage to do that as it is very hard... I dunno where is my friends of support... I need to find that someone who love God and is willing to help mi to get back to the right track to run to God's love again... Please.. Someone out there... Come and help mi to get the passion back again to love God and finish the race of life... I can't do it alone....... thank you so much if u can help mi with it...
To Be Continued......
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