I am so confused of my life, i want to study and get a higher qualification for my life; but i dunno wat to do.... so sad... there are so so many things happening in my life... sad and also happy... i also dunno wat to say abt it... hmm my surroundings are filled with so many biased cases and i felt like shutting my ears of listening... I wanna get a saving plan but i wanns think of who to look to... hmm today i went to buy a dress which i wanted to buy so lo0ng ago.. haha... finally got it!!!! hmm i am waiting for nov14 as my uncle is going to plan a genting highland trip... i wanna go but i scare i not enough money... sad la... lolx... I want to be more and more cheerful.. i want my surrounding frens to know that they are able to trust me in my words.. i wanna to go so many places.. but all cannnot be fulfilled until i get a specific plan... Jesus; help mi!! hahaha... I feel that even i want God's help i need to change abit my character ba... i know that i am so stupid in certains ways such as keep on thinking abt ben or so... hahaha... sian... HAAAAAH..... SO FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY... SIAN HAAHH.... i believe i can be changed soon after i forget ppl or replace some other one into my hearts so that i can be more happy and contented in my heart... i believe i will turn back Jesus soon after i forget one whom i really can't forget right now... Jesus God; please give mi some more time... help mi even i am not worthy... Jesus I thank u for the knowledge and wisdom that u blessed mi that other might not have.. Thank You Lord for everything.. I will love You forever.. i know even times i may fail You but You will never give up on me as You are a God Who LOVES... Thank You for Your grace and mercy Jesus...
To Be Continued...
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