Christmas....

Wow... I am now waiting for Christmas..... Haha... Hmm i feel like i am in the high mood... haha...
Hmm recently i felt that i am very vert down even though i am so excited about christmas, bcuz go tso many things happen to my days working at carrefour... i have quitted one of the job offically on 2 dec 2008 and nw waiting for a pending transferring of dept to commercial line... haha... sunno y, i feel like the things will not be the same as before... I dunn wanna stay at one spot.. i wanna explore the world, explore the things that i am surrounded with...
Hmm i know bernard at carrefour just like ben.... LOL... but the stories are different becuz i feel that i will want bernard to be my true fren than a lover..... Me and him cannot be together as my true fren will only be fren... he will know most of my things.... HOWEVER, i dun feel like telling him so much as i feel that he dun really willing to be a fren of mine.. haha.... my requirements is high as nt many thinngs can be shared... Hmm certain ppl know certain things of my life but nt all... hahaha... cuz certain ppl woll nt wanna hear so much..... i feel like i am like a piece of shit la... lolx.... Hmm i recently really feel very suck up la... lol... dunn feel like blogging or keep in touch with frens all that alreadi...... wanting to work hard for money... lolx... it will be a cold and colder mi.. wahahha.... the one u dunno....


To Be Continued....