Wow.... Going to fly away soon...

Today is the countdown of my trip to korea... 5 more day to fly... haha.. so excited... lolx.. hmm i never been to any other country beside malaysia and of course singapore la.. haha... hmm i dunno y...... i feel like my life will be changed after the trip... lolx.... haha.... maybe i will be changed to a more happier person??? Hee... BUT....... Nw i dunno y... i keep on missing someone... ARGHH.... Super EMO sia.... Stop it!!!!! So sian.... I feel that i am going down to a stupid EMO thing again... to a same person... AGAIN?????!!!!! I am like a fool who dunno hw to let go.... Anyone Help??!!!!

I wanna throw aside my EMO and go for holiday liao... Hope i can do it sia... Lolx... Thank God for His mercy and Grace... I wanna fly away... Hope never come back sia... Lolx.. I will update my blog once i come back.... May got changes bah.. Hee... C ya soon....



To Be Continued

Latest Things Happening....

Wow... So soon i blog.. hahaha... Hmm recently i was damn angry with mei tian... She is so childish and cannot understand how other people is thinking... Unresonable and so.......... Haiz... Since she become supervisor she is very ya ya papaya... Like a super women... interrupt manager's things and everything else... i become more and more serious in my everything... That good.. However i feel that my power of supervisor is reducing and reducing day by day... So.... Lolx... But it is good la, so that i can be more relax and dun do so many things at a time.. But so many times i feel so irritated that so many new supervisor dunno info counter... always me at info to relieve for breaks and every now and then i feel like i m a dog sia.. lolx... But maybe is because i am ez going la... hmm i wish that i can save more money.. wow, today 19/8/08 i met regina at civil center... she is from manulife, a insurance or i can say a financial planner.. she is good as i feel that she is a very sweet gal.. i treat her a drink and she is happy.. haha.. perhaps she seldom met a customer who will treat her first time meeting her as a stranger ba... haha... i wanna be generous, and i wana learn to love all people as i have loved myself.. (if i dun love myself den i will not know how to love others) haha..

I wanna thank Jesus Christ as He is the one who Taught me how to love myself and others... Imaybe ez bullied but i can be as strong like a rock as i learn how to be more stronger as i am now.... however, i am not as firm as a tree.. Its so hard to learn new things, but i am willing to give my effort to learn more new things as i gotta be more knowledgeable to be successful in life... To be in good health to get Great Wealth... Hmmm No matter what i am now, i will be changed to be a better person, to be more and more like Christ... I will learn.... I will do... I am now emo balanced person.... No more liking of anyone and crush on anyone as i now wanna work to my goal in my life... The rest will be the later of my life...

All the setbacks i will rise up above and overcome it... I've overcomed some of it, and am trying and keep on doing of overcoming the "wars" of my life especially in my thinking and in emtional areas... U will c a brand new me, a more successful me in the very near future... Trust me... I can surely do it... Jesus is my Life Changing Point.. I am now sliding back to His love and slowly changed to be a brand new me... no one can stop me if i set my heart and will there... I will learn to be Firm and more stronger den now... Thanks to all people who give me guidance in my life.. Like Poh Wan, Dawn, Bazaar Ben (i dunno whats my feelings towards him now..), Shuyi, Sharo, My mother, and all my relatives and friends... Last of most important of all is Jesus Christ... His Words are my source of strength.. Thank you all... Muackz....



To Be Continued