Wow.. I am so excited for 2010 to arrive as i'm expecting great things to happen to me...!!! :)
God is indeed so good that He showed me so many cool things that anyone else may know yet didn't do it... Hmmm I'm going for SOT 2010 as i feel that it is something that i really wanted to go so much that i am willing to pay the pay to discipline myself in many areas that i'm weak at... Especially in the resistance of certain temptations and bad habits.... I have downloaded the SOT forms and am believing it soooooo much that i am willing to sacrifice my time, sleep and everything... I'm training myself to everything that God wants me to be!!! :)
In December, my tithe is $303.95... Wow!!! Indeed God is my financial Provider... During many days of my life God has shown me many many miracles that touches my heart so much and He shown me the importance of how communications breakdowns can cause... My heart is filled with His love and grace that He is always provide me with even small things like my little heart desires... I really start to fall in love with God deeper everyday and is training in my prayers to be stronger and stronger everyday!!!! Hallelujah for God's grace that He really make the times out for me to do my quiet time... I will never forget how He touches me in 2009 and before...
Thank God that i have found Him!!!:) Hallelujah to the Most High!! :)
To Be Continued.....
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
my life changes... from October 2009 to December 2009...
Wow... It is such a miracle that God has changed me from a ignorant person to a person that gain wisdom through the surroundings.... Lolx... So many things that i am used to be yet i have changed... I need more prayers... I want more prayers... I wish to get to SOT 2010... I need a $2000 for that... I'm going to get a open heaven to earn an income more than $25000 from december this month to december 2010.... I wish to get a boyfriend.. Haa... But i don't want a non-believer as bf... Do you know y? Haa... It is because that i may not be able to get into the promised land that God wanted me to be.. Wow!! More and more job opportunities are coming in... WOW!! I'm confused sometimes.. I hope i will get out of the confusion as soon as possible sia!! haa.:) Sometimes too many opportunities are good, yet it maybe a hinder to stop me from growing up... Haa... I think i should go and achieve my ultmate dream.... (to be an artist, an entertainment world star to shine God's glory...) I believe i can do it as God is with me all the time!! Woah.... I going to take a step at a time in order not to fall to the deep valley bottom pit...:) I love my God more than anything in life...:) I experience many many things... So many that God is able to solve all for me... Thank God for His grace... I'm going to build a discipline on my flesh for His stake... I love God because He first loved me.... Thank God i'm still alive.. :)
Hallelujah... :)
To Be Continued....
Hallelujah... :)
To Be Continued....
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Oct 10-16 2009..... A week of miracles...
Wow... This week there are so many testimonies i have to share regarding financial testimony...
Last sat, we have a great fellowship with cg and i went back with the group as peiling got something on... Haa... i went to top up my ez link via atm $5 and wanting to top up another $10 via either machine or atm.. just happened that i went off atm and there is a que behind, therefore i went away to use machine.. Do you believe in miracle?? I entered a wrong pin and suddenly the machine went funny and a $10 was top up without deeducting my account balance.. I checked for 3 times for my ez link balance and assured money was not deducted from my account.. WOW!!! It's God i believed.... $10 blessing... Hmmm I went to morning prayer on 12/10/2009 and after that i went to malaysia.. Found a christian shop and bought something for my friend... Actually i went there for buying memory stick for my younger brother yet i did not buy and in the end i went to shop elsewhere and ate a cool meal.. I thought i would not be having money enough to buy the memory card the next day... God blessed me on tuesday, 13/10/2009. My mother gave me $50 and that will be more than enough for my usage for next few days..
I fasted on 14/10/2009 and ate something in the evening as i went for evening prayer... Were being prayed for healing as i was a bit unwell. Yesterday, 15/10/2009.. I fasted and went for evening prayer again and were being blessed.. My mother give me permission to take money for the purchasing of shampoo and i took additional to eat dinner... I gave Christine a small gift and she drove me to Jurong East Mrt station to take train home.. Shared the ez link testimony to her....
Today, 16/10/2009.... I don't know why i will wake up at 0516hrs and i decided to go prayer mtg... My mother asked where i going and i told her that i will be going to church and later to study... Indeed God blessed me again through my mother.... I asked my money for $25, but she gave me $50 again.. WOW!!! I went for prayer mtg and i felt that my consistancy is more and more stronger as i prayed more... I love this anointing... :) I had a wonderful breakfast and lunch and expected a good dinner too.. I thank God for His mercy and i will be going for evening prayer before cgm tonight.. I knew i would be very blessed by God and His grace... Hallelujah To God Always... :)
To Be Continued.....
Last sat, we have a great fellowship with cg and i went back with the group as peiling got something on... Haa... i went to top up my ez link via atm $5 and wanting to top up another $10 via either machine or atm.. just happened that i went off atm and there is a que behind, therefore i went away to use machine.. Do you believe in miracle?? I entered a wrong pin and suddenly the machine went funny and a $10 was top up without deeducting my account balance.. I checked for 3 times for my ez link balance and assured money was not deducted from my account.. WOW!!! It's God i believed.... $10 blessing... Hmmm I went to morning prayer on 12/10/2009 and after that i went to malaysia.. Found a christian shop and bought something for my friend... Actually i went there for buying memory stick for my younger brother yet i did not buy and in the end i went to shop elsewhere and ate a cool meal.. I thought i would not be having money enough to buy the memory card the next day... God blessed me on tuesday, 13/10/2009. My mother gave me $50 and that will be more than enough for my usage for next few days..
I fasted on 14/10/2009 and ate something in the evening as i went for evening prayer... Were being prayed for healing as i was a bit unwell. Yesterday, 15/10/2009.. I fasted and went for evening prayer again and were being blessed.. My mother give me permission to take money for the purchasing of shampoo and i took additional to eat dinner... I gave Christine a small gift and she drove me to Jurong East Mrt station to take train home.. Shared the ez link testimony to her....
Today, 16/10/2009.... I don't know why i will wake up at 0516hrs and i decided to go prayer mtg... My mother asked where i going and i told her that i will be going to church and later to study... Indeed God blessed me again through my mother.... I asked my money for $25, but she gave me $50 again.. WOW!!! I went for prayer mtg and i felt that my consistancy is more and more stronger as i prayed more... I love this anointing... :) I had a wonderful breakfast and lunch and expected a good dinner too.. I thank God for His mercy and i will be going for evening prayer before cgm tonight.. I knew i would be very blessed by God and His grace... Hallelujah To God Always... :)
To Be Continued.....
Monday, September 28, 2009
Date: 28/09/2009
Wow.. Have heard so many wonderful testimonies from w272 members and get to know that God is indeed good all the time... I'm going to work hard for my o level and also doing the tnecessary to build up my spiritual life with God.. I have sent a resume to jessica, i hope the 1st resume will be a good one.. Hmm hopefully of what i have sent will get me to a good job... WSill pray hard for a good pay job... I want to go to SOT 2010 and learn in God's Word more and more so that i can use the Word of God to defeat the devil that is always creating temptations for me to overcome.. I will pray hard for the things not to come and to come so that i am able to fulfill my promise to those i've said.. Oh God! Please help me in filthering of everything so that i will be doing good at all times and doing the right things at all times.. I thank God for w272 and i'm going to do more things that i can to bless the cell group.. Thank God for His faithfulness and loyalty to me... I will be loyal to God and in doing of what i've promised... I want to train myself as a doer of what i have said and keep promises i had made... i will wait on the Lord patiently for the things yet to come.. All thanks to Jesus who died on the cross for my sin and so i can glorify God in my doings... Hallelujah.. :)
To Be Continued......
To Be Continued......
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
我的心愿由我的主来完成.....
今年的生日很特别。我想为自己庆祝生日。只有我没有任何其他人。我要为我买生日蛋糕，为我唱生日快乐歌。虽然昨日到凌晨都有人陪我，但下午从五点后由我一个人为自己度过。我的心愿是想要一个可以侍奉我的上帝的一颗心。因为上帝是创造者，我相信耶和华是我唯一的天父。耶稣是我的生命救主。 Thank God for His loving care for me... I really love Him alot.. More than words can express... God is so Beautiful; He uses everything on earth to teach us His ways... 我吃了自己送给自己的蛋糕，和自己庆祝了这一天下午。 Hallelujah... Praise the Lord forever and ever more.. He is the One who teaches me so many things in the bible.. I just simply love to pray to God... I am more consistant in my prayer nowadays and will not hesitate to bless people... I know it's God's will to be a blessing to others... I will try my best to reach out in my own special ways... G0d give me talents to mutiply into more talents... 我会一直爱上帝直到永远。 Love God as He loved me first.. :)
To Be Continued......
To Be Continued......
My birthday...16/09/1989..... 20yrs later.... 16/09/2009
I have known the meaning of 20... It is a victory year this year.. From today onwards, my life will be a victory to the end... I love God as He has helped me alot from the past to now.... I really appreciate what God has done...From my older posts you will know that my life is quite amazing... 20yrs back, i were just a baby and now to young adulthood... I will do it and keep on doing it and will not just say only... I will discipline myself to keep my promise to the end... I hope i will not find excuses anymore from today onwards of what i had promised... Oh GOD!!! Lift my burden up to You and in exchange of Jesus' burden that is light.. I NEED HELP FROM GOD!!! I will live for God in majority of my life... I will build my faith as i know that my faith is not that strong... I will need to keep on encouraging myself with the Word of God and keep on trusting Him.. Jesus Christ, i thank You for dying on the cross so thar i'm set free.... Jesus Christ thank you for the "+" sign and also the maths formulae of (- times - equals +).... It teaches alot of Your way oh Lord... Thank You God for Your wisdom and Understandings...
Praise the Lord Always!!! :) Hallelujah..
To Be Continued......
Praise the Lord Always!!! :) Hallelujah..
To Be Continued......
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
My Life... Changing Daily... 24/08/09-30/08/09
24Aug- Wow.... After knowing that my mother is giving me the money for all the mahjong sessions, i immediately today bind "the spirit of mahjong"... LOLX... Quite funny but yet indeed i do that in order to create an atmosphere for me to study... Hmmm i feel so peace after that but my laziness spoiled it all... Hmmm i spent my time praying and smsed many friends arund me to ask them for a prayer requests that they may want... Though some told me things that they are keen to have but overall i will need to tell them part of my stoires in order to bring God back to or into their life.. It's challenging of doing so... haha.. But i am confident that i am able to do all things through Christ who strenghthens me...
25Aug- My mother's birthday... I actually prayed for a constant of more than 20days.. Amazed by my God done and the changes i have too... I actually can encourage people in a balanced way... That is very cool.... Hmmm have shopped at m store beforehand and found a nice skirt... Had dinner with Peiling and Kimyen at cwp.. Statisfied with how the day past.... Had spent almost all my money for that week... So So guilty.... Haaa... Left with little money for the next few days... Hmmm bought a cake for my mother.. I want to thank Kimyen for coming down to celebrate my mother's birthday too... Really appreciate of what she had done... afterall i walked to cwp with kimyen and shared with her a lot of things and of how i feels everything regarding her Bgr that previously invloves me... Now, (02/09/09) it doesn't really affecting me that much anymore...
26Aug- Wow!!!! I decided to fast for 2 days on that day... Hmm i did pray, read bible and also study for my o level for a little... So cool decision i've made... Hmmm i slept until 3pm in the noon and proceed with my self studies... This is cool!!! Hmmm never been such determined before..
27Aug- Ken chiu's birthday... My uncle actually came and ask my mother for help in his financial situations and i help him to withdraw 2100 out.. I taken another $10 out for my on use... WOW!! My fasting really last till 6pm!!! Amazing grace from God that helps me doing it!!!! Hmmm i went to Plaza Sing meeting Kimyen and after that went Chinatown to eat porridge... Hmmm had a wonderful fellowship with her... Hmmm after we ate porridge at chinatown, i actually went shopping at the CK department store and spent another $20.40 with my mother's atm.. I know I'm bad la.. But very tempting sia.. With her card, totally for that day i've used $41.40... I bought tidbits $6.00, Ck i spent $20.40, Top up ez link $5.00 and the additionals withdraws of $10.00... Really feel bad as up to now (02/09/09) i haven't tell her... OOPS...
28Aug- Wow.. So excited for the cg outing together at Han's (at evening time) in the morning when i woke up... I went to oral exam in the afternoon 2.15pm.. I were late for 10mins.. Thank God that the exam haven't got started... After oral, i went to library to use computer for updating my blogs... I still feel hurt about ky and sh de bgr but i continued to pray for a miracle to break that hurt... I went back home after using the computer at library and after that took additional $15.00 from my mother... I told my mother that i will not be home for a party (indeed there was a party at midnight)... I had a great fellowship with my members and we walked to riverwalk for the prayer meeting...
29Aug- Shuyi's birthday.... I went to prayer meeting until 0125hr and started to walk to boatquay... Wow!! Can't believe that it's just a small distance of walk... Had a great time at beer belly... drank aroud 4 small cups of martell and sang "ting hai"... Wow.. I love people to clap for my singings... So cool that alot of people appraciate it and clapped... Hahaha.... So cool.... Went back to riverwalk and reached at around 0410hrs.. The last part of overnght prayer meeting.. COOL.. I am delivered by God upon the laying of hands and feel so freed.. Shared testimony of God's grace... Slept from 0700hrs to 1430hrs... after that i went to church together with Peiling... Got blessed by Pastor Phil Pringle's sermon.... Went Burger King to have my dinner and after that went home to rest... Amazing God!!!
30Aug- i went for double service that week and were very blessed... I indeed smsed Sianghao and release whatever hurts up to God and forgiven him of what he did to hurt me (the words that he spoke and the things he did that are opposite..) Thank God that i can have a short time of prayer in the morning... I went home and take care of my favourite niece and really being blessed by the money for the day as i can go and buy the skirt that i want today(02/09/2009)...
Praise the LORD for what He has done to my life!! Hallelujah!! :)
To Be Continued....
25Aug- My mother's birthday... I actually prayed for a constant of more than 20days.. Amazed by my God done and the changes i have too... I actually can encourage people in a balanced way... That is very cool.... Hmmm have shopped at m store beforehand and found a nice skirt... Had dinner with Peiling and Kimyen at cwp.. Statisfied with how the day past.... Had spent almost all my money for that week... So So guilty.... Haaa... Left with little money for the next few days... Hmmm bought a cake for my mother.. I want to thank Kimyen for coming down to celebrate my mother's birthday too... Really appreciate of what she had done... afterall i walked to cwp with kimyen and shared with her a lot of things and of how i feels everything regarding her Bgr that previously invloves me... Now, (02/09/09) it doesn't really affecting me that much anymore...
26Aug- Wow!!!! I decided to fast for 2 days on that day... Hmm i did pray, read bible and also study for my o level for a little... So cool decision i've made... Hmmm i slept until 3pm in the noon and proceed with my self studies... This is cool!!! Hmmm never been such determined before..
27Aug- Ken chiu's birthday... My uncle actually came and ask my mother for help in his financial situations and i help him to withdraw 2100 out.. I taken another $10 out for my on use... WOW!! My fasting really last till 6pm!!! Amazing grace from God that helps me doing it!!!! Hmmm i went to Plaza Sing meeting Kimyen and after that went Chinatown to eat porridge... Hmmm had a wonderful fellowship with her... Hmmm after we ate porridge at chinatown, i actually went shopping at the CK department store and spent another $20.40 with my mother's atm.. I know I'm bad la.. But very tempting sia.. With her card, totally for that day i've used $41.40... I bought tidbits $6.00, Ck i spent $20.40, Top up ez link $5.00 and the additionals withdraws of $10.00... Really feel bad as up to now (02/09/09) i haven't tell her... OOPS...
28Aug- Wow.. So excited for the cg outing together at Han's (at evening time) in the morning when i woke up... I went to oral exam in the afternoon 2.15pm.. I were late for 10mins.. Thank God that the exam haven't got started... After oral, i went to library to use computer for updating my blogs... I still feel hurt about ky and sh de bgr but i continued to pray for a miracle to break that hurt... I went back home after using the computer at library and after that took additional $15.00 from my mother... I told my mother that i will not be home for a party (indeed there was a party at midnight)... I had a great fellowship with my members and we walked to riverwalk for the prayer meeting...
29Aug- Shuyi's birthday.... I went to prayer meeting until 0125hr and started to walk to boatquay... Wow!! Can't believe that it's just a small distance of walk... Had a great time at beer belly... drank aroud 4 small cups of martell and sang "ting hai"... Wow.. I love people to clap for my singings... So cool that alot of people appraciate it and clapped... Hahaha.... So cool.... Went back to riverwalk and reached at around 0410hrs.. The last part of overnght prayer meeting.. COOL.. I am delivered by God upon the laying of hands and feel so freed.. Shared testimony of God's grace... Slept from 0700hrs to 1430hrs... after that i went to church together with Peiling... Got blessed by Pastor Phil Pringle's sermon.... Went Burger King to have my dinner and after that went home to rest... Amazing God!!!
30Aug- i went for double service that week and were very blessed... I indeed smsed Sianghao and release whatever hurts up to God and forgiven him of what he did to hurt me (the words that he spoke and the things he did that are opposite..) Thank God that i can have a short time of prayer in the morning... I went home and take care of my favourite niece and really being blessed by the money for the day as i can go and buy the skirt that i want today(02/09/2009)...
Praise the LORD for what He has done to my life!! Hallelujah!! :)
To Be Continued....
Friday, August 28, 2009
My life... Changing daily.... 17/08/2009-23/08/2009
17 Aug- Haha... I forgotten what's happening but i believe that it's something not really important... Am hurt still from previous days.... I have smsed both Kimyen and Sianghao a long 15 pages of sms and ask them to think again of what they are doing that maybe right or wrong... (the messages are actually to remind them about to wake up and know what they really want)
18Aug- My heart is still a bit here and there... I have given them all the blessings but i still got a contrite heart that really quite jealous... Sorry to say this but always there are something to share.... Hmm I can't remember that day though but i know that i did something amazing... I've prayed so consistant for more den 1 week.. I'm so loved by God...
19Aug- went to work i think.. Haa.. Cannot really remember.... Hmmm had wonderful experiences with what God has done.. I may not remember, but God knows it every single details of my life...
20Aug- Still, forgotten... Haha.. But i did pray, read bible and get to know a verse that is very important.. Psalms 4:4 Be angry, but do not sin. Meditate within your heart on your bed, and be still. Selah
(this verse helps me to release the hurts for a moment but my brain keep on remembering the hurts and it eventually came back till (28/08/09 midnight or 29/08/09 morning). The miracle happened.. will tell you the glory of God that touches my life as the time comes...
21Aug- Went for cell group meeting and got prayed for by Peiling. The laying of hands is really effective as when Peiling prayed for me with the laying of hand, i wept... The touch of God instantly flows to me... Cool experience... WOW!!
22Aug- Went to service together with Peiling via bus as Peiling is going to Orchard after giving bible study to me and Ken.. WOW!! So cool.... Hmmm Peiling is a extraodinary leader that really touches me of what she did... Really... She is amazing in God's grace... Hmmm after service my cellgroup members went to bugis whereby i went to vivocity and had dinner with my uncle...
Had a wonderful dinner... The steak is so nice.. We went to terra to eat.. Arrggghh.. So long walking distance from the mrt station to the exact location... Lolz... But overall It's a good dinner and i didn't regret to travel down to meet my uncle though...
23Aug- Haha... i didn't go to work, instead i were at Home all the way taking care of my favourite niece, Yuting... She is so adorable!! I simply love her very much... I skip my work just for her... Haa.. Of course that is a part of my excuses la.. Overall is that i am simply lazy.. Lolz... I got a promise from my mother that day whereby i will get all the incomes of the mahjong sessions.. It sounds so COOL!!! hahaha.... That very day i gotten $110+ so cool yeah... Haha... Went out at 2230hr with Shuyi and her friends... We went to OCC to play pools.....
To Be Continued..
18Aug- My heart is still a bit here and there... I have given them all the blessings but i still got a contrite heart that really quite jealous... Sorry to say this but always there are something to share.... Hmm I can't remember that day though but i know that i did something amazing... I've prayed so consistant for more den 1 week.. I'm so loved by God...
19Aug- went to work i think.. Haa.. Cannot really remember.... Hmmm had wonderful experiences with what God has done.. I may not remember, but God knows it every single details of my life...
20Aug- Still, forgotten... Haha.. But i did pray, read bible and get to know a verse that is very important.. Psalms 4:4 Be angry, but do not sin. Meditate within your heart on your bed, and be still. Selah
(this verse helps me to release the hurts for a moment but my brain keep on remembering the hurts and it eventually came back till (28/08/09 midnight or 29/08/09 morning). The miracle happened.. will tell you the glory of God that touches my life as the time comes...
21Aug- Went for cell group meeting and got prayed for by Peiling. The laying of hands is really effective as when Peiling prayed for me with the laying of hand, i wept... The touch of God instantly flows to me... Cool experience... WOW!!
22Aug- Went to service together with Peiling via bus as Peiling is going to Orchard after giving bible study to me and Ken.. WOW!! So cool.... Hmmm Peiling is a extraodinary leader that really touches me of what she did... Really... She is amazing in God's grace... Hmmm after service my cellgroup members went to bugis whereby i went to vivocity and had dinner with my uncle...
Had a wonderful dinner... The steak is so nice.. We went to terra to eat.. Arrggghh.. So long walking distance from the mrt station to the exact location... Lolz... But overall It's a good dinner and i didn't regret to travel down to meet my uncle though...
23Aug- Haha... i didn't go to work, instead i were at Home all the way taking care of my favourite niece, Yuting... She is so adorable!! I simply love her very much... I skip my work just for her... Haa.. Of course that is a part of my excuses la.. Overall is that i am simply lazy.. Lolz... I got a promise from my mother that day whereby i will get all the incomes of the mahjong sessions.. It sounds so COOL!!! hahaha.... That very day i gotten $110+ so cool yeah... Haha... Went out at 2230hr with Shuyi and her friends... We went to OCC to play pools.....
To Be Continued..
My life... Changing daily.... 12/08/09- 16/08/09
Aug 12- went to morning prayer and after that went home to sleep for a while and after that i went to work from 3-10 at U2me.com at plaza sing... after that i went to slack outside plaza sing till the next day.. the day is somehow quite fulfilling, but still in a bad mood with my mother...
Aug 13- Didn't went home still, went to ton overnight with patawari and learn that his family is also not whole as his dad was not with him early days and his mother died when he is young... Hmm it's quite cool to know so much things.. We slack at paya lebar mac nearby wari's house and after that i went to church at Jw for morning prayer mtg... Slept for only few mins in the train and there i were at the prayer mtg... after prayer mtg i went home and in the noon time i went out before my mother reach home from work to shop.. Went to cgm that night and were blessed by the Word. Shared a testimony and made issac stunned.. Haaa... Nobody knows i can be quite rebellious sometimes... Eventually Peiling prayed for me and i was touched and eventually there are healings of my hurts.... I get to know a girl from korea name vinna... Wow!! God is amazing.. i went home that night after cgm..
Aug 14- Aug 14 was a fulfilling day too... Went to many places... Woke up at 1130hrs and went harbourfront to meet shuyi, eventually i were late and when i reached harbourfront, i immediately went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet her... I went to ion vai walking to go and check out a lagging for aunty jenny, my hair stylish from young as i have promised her that i will get it for her... After that i went back to Plaza Sing to meet shuyi for lunch... After that i went for evening prayer mtg at riverwalk and den back to Orchard to work for Diana for a small setup. Overall i were tired, but yet were being "pulled out" for a movie with Sianghao, James, Kimyen and myself... Went to take neoprint with Kimyen and eventually were addicted by it.. (Some memories were created of what James smsed me in the noon time about Sianghao). ps: i don't wanna recall of what he said... It's unbelievable.
Aug 15- Our show starts around 0200 hrs and ended around 0400hrs. 4 of us went to Boat Quay via night rider and reach around 0500hrs included times wasted walking here and there...
We went to the indian shop to eat as golden cafe were closed... Had tea tarik for that... Hmmm after that Kimyen went home with me.. I did not attend service for that day.... Instead i went to my niece's one month blah blah blah... (dunno how to say..) I did call Sianghao and verify what is the truth and i told him that i would reject him no matter what he expressed.. However he seems to be firm to move me to have feelings for him... At that point of view i keep on shooting impossibilities about me and him.... (In my heart i know there is nothing impossible as God is Almighty..) I found out that Kimyen fall for Sianghao and i encouraged her to express her feelings to him... I told Sianghao to think carefully for an answer of his heart... Keep on disturbing him, i push Kimyen to him as i know i will hurt him if i were to be with him... However in my heart i wish that he could like me a little while more... Haa... i dun have alot of admirers due to my looks... He is the few that will fall for me... Actually i don't wanna give him out as i think that we can try out for a relationship for a while... But because i dun want kimyen to be hurt i hope he will make his own choice.... Perhaps i am stupid for what you may think but i feel that it is the best choice afterall... (Sianghao still says something like :" i will do my best to make you moved.") LOLX... THIS IS A PROMISE OUT OF HIS INSANITY MIND... DUNNO WHY I HAVE THE CONFIDENT THAT HE WILL NOT DO IT TO THE END... LOLX.... A man who does not honor his words are cheaters to those who blindly believes.. I were the one of the stupid blind person...
Aug 16- Yan Yan's birthday.... One day that i am deeply hurt but yet i feel that i deserving it.. Haa.. As i've said that i would reject Sianghao to the end, i rejected him... I just put Kimyen onto his mind... He said something sweet in the morning like :" i will cook for you maggie..." All sorts of craps... I feel so hurt when the next sms hits... SMS stated that he already agreed to be kimyen's boyfriend... I were hurt.... YES, HURT..... What is his previous days sms for??? For cheating me???? Haaa.... All become craps to me... I become more and more dislike him.. I dun dare to hate as he's being treating me well as a friend before it turned out to be so complicated.... My life is still hurt now... (28/08/09)... Hopefully that the hurts will vanish before 16/09/2009 because i want A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITHOUT HURTS STILL ONGOING... I will release it to God... And will work hard to forget the hurts... However, i were happy as i finally know what type of person i will like after that day.. I want a guy who is able to have a say in my life.. A guy who is able to rise up and take controls of me.. Becasue i'm an easily lost person, that is why i need a partner who will not be lost in his way to guide me... I wish for a christian guy.... Haa... Eventually i hope it will be good to be jw or person like wl...
To Be Continued.....
Aug 13- Didn't went home still, went to ton overnight with patawari and learn that his family is also not whole as his dad was not with him early days and his mother died when he is young... Hmm it's quite cool to know so much things.. We slack at paya lebar mac nearby wari's house and after that i went to church at Jw for morning prayer mtg... Slept for only few mins in the train and there i were at the prayer mtg... after prayer mtg i went home and in the noon time i went out before my mother reach home from work to shop.. Went to cgm that night and were blessed by the Word. Shared a testimony and made issac stunned.. Haaa... Nobody knows i can be quite rebellious sometimes... Eventually Peiling prayed for me and i was touched and eventually there are healings of my hurts.... I get to know a girl from korea name vinna... Wow!! God is amazing.. i went home that night after cgm..
Aug 14- Aug 14 was a fulfilling day too... Went to many places... Woke up at 1130hrs and went harbourfront to meet shuyi, eventually i were late and when i reached harbourfront, i immediately went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet her... I went to ion vai walking to go and check out a lagging for aunty jenny, my hair stylish from young as i have promised her that i will get it for her... After that i went back to Plaza Sing to meet shuyi for lunch... After that i went for evening prayer mtg at riverwalk and den back to Orchard to work for Diana for a small setup. Overall i were tired, but yet were being "pulled out" for a movie with Sianghao, James, Kimyen and myself... Went to take neoprint with Kimyen and eventually were addicted by it.. (Some memories were created of what James smsed me in the noon time about Sianghao). ps: i don't wanna recall of what he said... It's unbelievable.
Aug 15- Our show starts around 0200 hrs and ended around 0400hrs. 4 of us went to Boat Quay via night rider and reach around 0500hrs included times wasted walking here and there...
We went to the indian shop to eat as golden cafe were closed... Had tea tarik for that... Hmmm after that Kimyen went home with me.. I did not attend service for that day.... Instead i went to my niece's one month blah blah blah... (dunno how to say..) I did call Sianghao and verify what is the truth and i told him that i would reject him no matter what he expressed.. However he seems to be firm to move me to have feelings for him... At that point of view i keep on shooting impossibilities about me and him.... (In my heart i know there is nothing impossible as God is Almighty..) I found out that Kimyen fall for Sianghao and i encouraged her to express her feelings to him... I told Sianghao to think carefully for an answer of his heart... Keep on disturbing him, i push Kimyen to him as i know i will hurt him if i were to be with him... However in my heart i wish that he could like me a little while more... Haa... i dun have alot of admirers due to my looks... He is the few that will fall for me... Actually i don't wanna give him out as i think that we can try out for a relationship for a while... But because i dun want kimyen to be hurt i hope he will make his own choice.... Perhaps i am stupid for what you may think but i feel that it is the best choice afterall... (Sianghao still says something like :" i will do my best to make you moved.") LOLX... THIS IS A PROMISE OUT OF HIS INSANITY MIND... DUNNO WHY I HAVE THE CONFIDENT THAT HE WILL NOT DO IT TO THE END... LOLX.... A man who does not honor his words are cheaters to those who blindly believes.. I were the one of the stupid blind person...
Aug 16- Yan Yan's birthday.... One day that i am deeply hurt but yet i feel that i deserving it.. Haa.. As i've said that i would reject Sianghao to the end, i rejected him... I just put Kimyen onto his mind... He said something sweet in the morning like :" i will cook for you maggie..." All sorts of craps... I feel so hurt when the next sms hits... SMS stated that he already agreed to be kimyen's boyfriend... I were hurt.... YES, HURT..... What is his previous days sms for??? For cheating me???? Haaa.... All become craps to me... I become more and more dislike him.. I dun dare to hate as he's being treating me well as a friend before it turned out to be so complicated.... My life is still hurt now... (28/08/09)... Hopefully that the hurts will vanish before 16/09/2009 because i want A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITHOUT HURTS STILL ONGOING... I will release it to God... And will work hard to forget the hurts... However, i were happy as i finally know what type of person i will like after that day.. I want a guy who is able to have a say in my life.. A guy who is able to rise up and take controls of me.. Becasue i'm an easily lost person, that is why i need a partner who will not be lost in his way to guide me... I wish for a christian guy.... Haa... Eventually i hope it will be good to be jw or person like wl...
To Be Continued.....
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Challenges i facing at the moments...
Aug 6- went home from my uncle house and get to play with my cute niece.. I love her so much.. I can't help but to dote her... She will be my first favourites among all my others nieces and newphews.. ( i know i'm biased, but i can't help it..) lolx...
Aug 7- Cgm was good.. Get to know many people in w272.. I love it man... It seems that God has a purpose for mi to be there and that is to bless it with great testimonies and encourage people of my fellow members.. I feel so comfort in the cgm.. I love to be in W272.. I know i will be changed from time to time...
Aug 8- Went to church with Peiling early for prayer mtg.. I'm fortunate to have Peiling as a leader and a friend to me.. I thank God for issac too.. Praise the Lord!!:) I have a nice dinner and went to fetch my cousin's cousin who was coming back from china (her hometown) to Singapore (where she study at). A wonderful day..
Aug 9 - national day, a day i've work... Aunt blessed mi with $20 and mother give me $20.. Cool.. Went for movie after that with Siang Hao and Kimyen... WOW!! Amazing sia.. Lolx.. I thought i would never meet up with Siang Hao again... LOlx... Orphan the movie is good.. I enjoyed it with contented heart.. ( siang hao treated) Lolx... Hmm i went to "talk craps"...
Aug 10- Midnight still with Siang hao and kimyen till morning.. Amazing things happen.. They both "followed me home" from a distance behind me.. Lolx.. Like as if they were chasing me.. Lolx.... Hmm sleep for 1/2 hour and get ready for morning prayer @ Jw church... Cool fellowship with issac andrew and 2 of the members. (sorry, still can't remember the names well yet.) sleep from 940am to 1pm, play with niece and be like a servant to my relatives.. Feels so ....... Lolx... Hmm sleep very well before eating dinner... mom starts to nags..
Aug 11- A bad day.. mother keep on nagging from midnights and i broke into tears and i'm so angry with her.. Don't feel like talking to her even i met her when i was on my way out to church for evening prayer mtg... Hmm shared with Peiling and isac and ken abt it and really feel so depressed.. Nearly becomes mad woman.. Lolx.. Hmm ate Mac with younger brother and that was my breakfast, lunch and dinner as my actual plan of dinner at golden cafe was ruin but i spent time talking with Shuyi, Sharo, Shi hui and Clare lim.. Bought a cd from true worshippers.. Cool... i love that cd alot.. Hmm share something with them.. went to find uncle (zhen xing father) who was about to go airport to fetch my aunt who went hongkong for holidays sponsered by her company.. (wow.. i wish to have that too!)
Aug 12- still awakes now, but am going to sleep after finish this... uncle and aunt taught me about life and i appreciate it.. will take their words in considerations... Am going to morning prayer in 2 hr time and going to reach home at around 940am and sleep till 130pn and prepared to go work at 3pm.. Hope God's strength to be with me throughout and maybe going home ater work.. It depends on my mood totally... Thank God for His love that never ends... :)
To be Continued.....
Aug 7- Cgm was good.. Get to know many people in w272.. I love it man... It seems that God has a purpose for mi to be there and that is to bless it with great testimonies and encourage people of my fellow members.. I feel so comfort in the cgm.. I love to be in W272.. I know i will be changed from time to time...
Aug 8- Went to church with Peiling early for prayer mtg.. I'm fortunate to have Peiling as a leader and a friend to me.. I thank God for issac too.. Praise the Lord!!:) I have a nice dinner and went to fetch my cousin's cousin who was coming back from china (her hometown) to Singapore (where she study at). A wonderful day..
Aug 9 - national day, a day i've work... Aunt blessed mi with $20 and mother give me $20.. Cool.. Went for movie after that with Siang Hao and Kimyen... WOW!! Amazing sia.. Lolx.. I thought i would never meet up with Siang Hao again... LOlx... Orphan the movie is good.. I enjoyed it with contented heart.. ( siang hao treated) Lolx... Hmm i went to "talk craps"...
Aug 10- Midnight still with Siang hao and kimyen till morning.. Amazing things happen.. They both "followed me home" from a distance behind me.. Lolx.. Like as if they were chasing me.. Lolx.... Hmm sleep for 1/2 hour and get ready for morning prayer @ Jw church... Cool fellowship with issac andrew and 2 of the members. (sorry, still can't remember the names well yet.) sleep from 940am to 1pm, play with niece and be like a servant to my relatives.. Feels so ....... Lolx... Hmm sleep very well before eating dinner... mom starts to nags..
Aug 11- A bad day.. mother keep on nagging from midnights and i broke into tears and i'm so angry with her.. Don't feel like talking to her even i met her when i was on my way out to church for evening prayer mtg... Hmm shared with Peiling and isac and ken abt it and really feel so depressed.. Nearly becomes mad woman.. Lolx.. Hmm ate Mac with younger brother and that was my breakfast, lunch and dinner as my actual plan of dinner at golden cafe was ruin but i spent time talking with Shuyi, Sharo, Shi hui and Clare lim.. Bought a cd from true worshippers.. Cool... i love that cd alot.. Hmm share something with them.. went to find uncle (zhen xing father) who was about to go airport to fetch my aunt who went hongkong for holidays sponsered by her company.. (wow.. i wish to have that too!)
Aug 12- still awakes now, but am going to sleep after finish this... uncle and aunt taught me about life and i appreciate it.. will take their words in considerations... Am going to morning prayer in 2 hr time and going to reach home at around 940am and sleep till 130pn and prepared to go work at 3pm.. Hope God's strength to be with me throughout and maybe going home ater work.. It depends on my mood totally... Thank God for His love that never ends... :)
To be Continued.....
Friday, August 07, 2009
My life seems to be interesting..
Wow... i am going to cgm later.. wow... feel so cool.. just ne i have webcam with someone.. so interesting happens.. 1st time ever i web cam on my own.. lolx.. hmm did sth stupid over it.. lolx.. please dun question too much.. i wanna tell i will say out at blog.. lolx... hmm feel sth that is so cool!! Hmm when u know the true meaning of balanced and live a life with the holy spirit, u will find that everything is changed... so unbelievable!! that is a WOW for me.. Hmm u all can't sense it because u all are not me.. lolx.. not to discourage u, but is to say that u will get to know God in ur own spiritual ways. Jesus is the best man and Son of God.. Thank God i have known Him.. Hallelujah... :)
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Most memorial prayer.. Aug 4, 2009
This is THE DAY i had my very cool breakthroughs in life... After aug 2 CHC celebrations, i was being filled by Holy Spirit again.
Aug 2- lack of sleep but i got work, therefore i need to be awake till after 1030pm.. I did it!!! Wow.. (can u see the reason behind it.)
Aug 3 - my friends done something that i feel its quite wrong to me but i was not very angry... Wow!! miracle.. If i faced it last time surely will "kao bei kao bu".. Oops... lolx.. relax man.. i know it wrong word to use, but before Aug i simply used it everyday.. will train it to be as little as possible la.. lolx.. ( can u c what's behind it?)
Aug 4- woke up ususally early, watched some vcds and at 10am, start to pray.. From 10am, aug 4 2009 to 1045am, i was filled with sorrows and wept for total 45 min long.. (mum went out, all out for work). i felt extremely peace after that... all of my heart express were out, my fears and failures. So good feeling. in the evening hours, i met Shuyi and dunno what reason i am daring to preach a little via my life experience with her. She was touched a little as i can see. ( Do you see whose power that its in me?)
Aug 5- Managed to pray a little and read a little of the bible. feel very touched by the america's talents of a boy who desire to dance.. Wow!! i nearly cried.. I was not like that before when my heart was harden... Wow!! Amazing change in my life.. I went to myuncle house (it's where i am now to update the blog). Lolx... Now is Aug 6 and i've received a job on sunday!! :) ( can u see something is happening for me to clear off my debts?)
It will always be on and on of my life story.. I will want the Someone who You know who You Are to be by my side forever and ever more to bring me into adventure life!.. :) Hallelujah! Amen. (don't put me under over godly, and dun say me very holy ok?) lolx.. Balanced man!! lolx.. :)
Aug 2- lack of sleep but i got work, therefore i need to be awake till after 1030pm.. I did it!!! Wow.. (can u see the reason behind it.)
Aug 3 - my friends done something that i feel its quite wrong to me but i was not very angry... Wow!! miracle.. If i faced it last time surely will "kao bei kao bu".. Oops... lolx.. relax man.. i know it wrong word to use, but before Aug i simply used it everyday.. will train it to be as little as possible la.. lolx.. ( can u c what's behind it?)
Aug 4- woke up ususally early, watched some vcds and at 10am, start to pray.. From 10am, aug 4 2009 to 1045am, i was filled with sorrows and wept for total 45 min long.. (mum went out, all out for work). i felt extremely peace after that... all of my heart express were out, my fears and failures. So good feeling. in the evening hours, i met Shuyi and dunno what reason i am daring to preach a little via my life experience with her. She was touched a little as i can see. ( Do you see whose power that its in me?)
Aug 5- Managed to pray a little and read a little of the bible. feel very touched by the america's talents of a boy who desire to dance.. Wow!! i nearly cried.. I was not like that before when my heart was harden... Wow!! Amazing change in my life.. I went to myuncle house (it's where i am now to update the blog). Lolx... Now is Aug 6 and i've received a job on sunday!! :) ( can u see something is happening for me to clear off my debts?)
It will always be on and on of my life story.. I will want the Someone who You know who You Are to be by my side forever and ever more to bring me into adventure life!.. :) Hallelujah! Amen. (don't put me under over godly, and dun say me very holy ok?) lolx.. Balanced man!! lolx.. :)
2009 August 2... CHC anniversary.. A changing moment.
It is quite amazing service, God's pressence is so strong. Message of Pastor Kong's i feel it is something i looking for... This make my life to be filled again.. Lolx.. So Hard to believe...
My life is so alone before that, it feels like my life will not be alone after this day.. I want to thank Issac, Pei Ling for making the difference.. Indeed sacrifice from oneself really make a big difference... Of course i want to thank God for His almighty Love.. My heart is filled with something amazing... i'm so ez broken again, broken to God and ez to be touched by things, no longer the harden me... Thank u all who make a difference in my life.. Thank u.:)
My life is so alone before that, it feels like my life will not be alone after this day.. I want to thank Issac, Pei Ling for making the difference.. Indeed sacrifice from oneself really make a big difference... Of course i want to thank God for His almighty Love.. My heart is filled with something amazing... i'm so ez broken again, broken to God and ez to be touched by things, no longer the harden me... Thank u all who make a difference in my life.. Thank u.:)
Lolx. I have resigned from Carrefur for the 3rd time, (my last time)
Lolx. Many people asked why but what i can say is that it is because i don't have the heart for the job. LOlx... I am really giving up this time. lolx. even though i may need money for my bills all that but i will hope that there will be something like a miracle to happen la.. lolx.. Hmmm i wish that i can get out of debts asap. lolz... Jesus Is Here, so i can believe that all my worries can be peace one by one.. :)
Wow.. Its first time my story so short.. lolx.. cuz i got nothing much to say about Carrrefour le.. lolx...
Wow.. Its first time my story so short.. lolx.. cuz i got nothing much to say about Carrrefour le.. lolx...
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Life Back At Carrefour... From 18May 2009 To 5July 2009...
Haha... I never thought of going back to carrefour but because of my friends there, i was "lure" back as a stupid fool.... I am getting the cashier pay and work like shit like that... I am going to resign real soon and i promise that i will go and get another job which can be better after i resigned... This July i still cannot resign because i need to pay off my bills and everything within my limit.. I hope that i can get more income so that i will not worry abt my bills and everything... I think i am very sucks in handling money... haha i think i need a guy who is good at it to control my money spending... Lolx... Hmmm recently i was being complimented by a customer and handled a nasty customer... I merely wanna push the responsible to the management just in case the customer come and find me trouble, in the ends that cusstomer wanna speaks to our store director... As he feels that the managers are as though a "small fries"... I wanna quit my job is simply because i feel that my work salary is simply not enough for my expenses.. So i will want to resign again from carrefour... i will definately will discuss with my mother first before i do anything stupid.. Hahaha...
I wanna earn a $260 before sep because i wanna buy sa massage item for my mother... Hmmm it is very hard.. Also, i wanna earn another $200 for my hp bills.. After that it will be fine hopefully la... Hmm i will not go chiong this few wseeks as i need to budget... Everything now for me is in a chaotic manner... Hahaha... It seems that there is something i am lacking.. Hopefully i can find that something soon enough before i am totally unmoldable.. lol.. Nowadays got different zone's service.. Hopefully i can find a new job so that i can go for church and everything else.. I feel its drawing near to make harsh decisions and to cut off unnecessary life... I will ask Shuyi they all not to go pub next week.. Its not healthy and its wasting a lot of money too.. I hope that i can save a sum of money for SOT next year.. Hopefully i will have a change in my character for my mother to see and she will be touch and she will willing to help me to fork out the money for me to learn the Word Of God... I will train myself up and willing to shone the Glory Of God to my family.. Hopefully i will not be so wasteful of money and have a discipline on that... \
I believe i can do it because I got Jesus with me... I will work hard for eveything and i will glorified God for His love is so Great all the time.. I will train myself to love myself and not to be selfish at the same time... Wow!! Its been long from last blog, i will try to update as and when i can... Hopefully till the older days of mine when i grow older in age...
To Be Continued...........
I wanna earn a $260 before sep because i wanna buy sa massage item for my mother... Hmmm it is very hard.. Also, i wanna earn another $200 for my hp bills.. After that it will be fine hopefully la... Hmm i will not go chiong this few wseeks as i need to budget... Everything now for me is in a chaotic manner... Hahaha... It seems that there is something i am lacking.. Hopefully i can find that something soon enough before i am totally unmoldable.. lol.. Nowadays got different zone's service.. Hopefully i can find a new job so that i can go for church and everything else.. I feel its drawing near to make harsh decisions and to cut off unnecessary life... I will ask Shuyi they all not to go pub next week.. Its not healthy and its wasting a lot of money too.. I hope that i can save a sum of money for SOT next year.. Hopefully i will have a change in my character for my mother to see and she will be touch and she will willing to help me to fork out the money for me to learn the Word Of God... I will train myself up and willing to shone the Glory Of God to my family.. Hopefully i will not be so wasteful of money and have a discipline on that... \
I believe i can do it because I got Jesus with me... I will work hard for eveything and i will glorified God for His love is so Great all the time.. I will train myself to love myself and not to be selfish at the same time... Wow!! Its been long from last blog, i will try to update as and when i can... Hopefully till the older days of mine when i grow older in age...
To Be Continued...........
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
A new Job....
Wow.. It was amazing that i could find a temporary job from my last time supervisor of Popular..She gave me a job opportunity in her roundings of works and i like it very much... Hahaha.... Hmm i will want this kind of job whereby i can accept or reject if the time not suits me.. this eill be the best outcome out of "no outcome"(no job).... Hmmm i have worked on 31/03/09 from 6-10pm... Even though i have missed my show, but i believe that i need to prioritise the job than the work... Hmm later at 2pm today, i will be working at Suntec Carrefour with her and will be meeting Rouxin a new cgl that i know for dinner.... Hmm i am so excited... WOW.... hahaha....
This morning i have met YJ for breaskfast and i plan to meet him tomorrow for morning prayer too!! So Cool... Haha.. However i don't like anyone currently, just want to focus on my O level and also to keep on track of searching my purpose in life with God... Hopefully i can find my truely loves... hahaha... Hmmm I now in a confused as i do not know which cell to go to... I got so many choices now and am very confused... Hmm hopefully i can find a suitable cell that i can group up in mental and Spiritually.. Haha.. Maybe i am somehow too comfortable of where i am now and do not wish to have changes ba... But if i don't look for changes the more i will not understand my purpose in life, therefore i want to be wiser and so i can choose to more and more like God.... Hmm i need a strong will-power... Haha... Seldom i will fast, however i need to train my discipline to fast one day every week, it is for either for myself or for my friends and family who doesn't know God as their Savior... I will need to plan my schedule for the day everyday to discipline myself.. It is a very very hard thing but i am willing to train myslf up to that level... And i hope that i can learn more about the different thinkings of life and to be more and more WISER IN EVERY PORTION OF MY LIFE..... I know the ultimate results and that is "I am wiser, BUT GOD IS WISEST."
Wow... Time is flying man.. Hopefully i will stay awakes till 10pm today... A hard day to fight... But a good fight ends with Christ.... Jesus Christ is the ultimate Winner of everything..... God knows you all the time and He Gives the blessings to us when we are in need of something... Think Deeply, God is the Alpha and Omega, the first and the end, think this: "There are always got alot of choice in our life, we can choose either the left or the right for example; no matter what we choose God knows it and eventually He will make you see the mistakes that you choosen wrong in later years. We need to seek God for answers and so that we can learn from all the things that we experienced to grow spiritually mature. We can always re-do those things that we are regretted that we did not do in the later years as we are still breathing, its just a matter that are we bold enough to take the challenge or not. If we dare not, there are always many things that are interesting that requires lesser risks..... Learn from mistakes are good, But to move on are quite difficult sometimes down the road.... I hope my blog will be a blessing back to me some years down my "roads" and hope it helps YOU too!! :)
To Be Continued.....
This morning i have met YJ for breaskfast and i plan to meet him tomorrow for morning prayer too!! So Cool... Haha.. However i don't like anyone currently, just want to focus on my O level and also to keep on track of searching my purpose in life with God... Hopefully i can find my truely loves... hahaha... Hmmm I now in a confused as i do not know which cell to go to... I got so many choices now and am very confused... Hmm hopefully i can find a suitable cell that i can group up in mental and Spiritually.. Haha.. Maybe i am somehow too comfortable of where i am now and do not wish to have changes ba... But if i don't look for changes the more i will not understand my purpose in life, therefore i want to be wiser and so i can choose to more and more like God.... Hmm i need a strong will-power... Haha... Seldom i will fast, however i need to train my discipline to fast one day every week, it is for either for myself or for my friends and family who doesn't know God as their Savior... I will need to plan my schedule for the day everyday to discipline myself.. It is a very very hard thing but i am willing to train myslf up to that level... And i hope that i can learn more about the different thinkings of life and to be more and more WISER IN EVERY PORTION OF MY LIFE..... I know the ultimate results and that is "I am wiser, BUT GOD IS WISEST."
Wow... Time is flying man.. Hopefully i will stay awakes till 10pm today... A hard day to fight... But a good fight ends with Christ.... Jesus Christ is the ultimate Winner of everything..... God knows you all the time and He Gives the blessings to us when we are in need of something... Think Deeply, God is the Alpha and Omega, the first and the end, think this: "There are always got alot of choice in our life, we can choose either the left or the right for example; no matter what we choose God knows it and eventually He will make you see the mistakes that you choosen wrong in later years. We need to seek God for answers and so that we can learn from all the things that we experienced to grow spiritually mature. We can always re-do those things that we are regretted that we did not do in the later years as we are still breathing, its just a matter that are we bold enough to take the challenge or not. If we dare not, there are always many things that are interesting that requires lesser risks..... Learn from mistakes are good, But to move on are quite difficult sometimes down the road.... I hope my blog will be a blessing back to me some years down my "roads" and hope it helps YOU too!! :)
To Be Continued.....
Monday, March 30, 2009
25 days have passed from the day i resigned... 30/03/2009
Wow... It's amazing that the time really flies... I have rested for a total of 25 days to date... Haha.. This 3 weeks are my breakthroughs weeks.. Updated my blogs for more than 3 times is the record for the month... Hahaha... I have dropped a "comment" form to the Carrefour "feedback box" Lolx... So fun.. LOLX... I never been such a relaxed day... Hmm i have read about 4books and going to finish my 5th books very very soon.. hahaha.... Hmm How i wish i can have even more time for readings... I feel that my life is lighten up and is more and more brighter after my resignation from carrefour..... Currently i hope to get a respond from Siew Choon of whether she got and vacant at anywhere that she managed.... Hopefully she can get back to me by this week so that i can be more relaxed.. Haha.. That can be a quite impossible kind of thing also... Hmmm I have sign up for o level.. Will need to pay up by this weekend....
I havw owe my hp bills for 3 months.. lolx... Hopefully i can pay by end of this month, which means tomorrow... Lolx... Hmm i want to be more and more like God, and i am going to prayer meeting at least one time this week.. Haha.. Need to wake up by 6am and to reach chc jurong west by 7am... Hmm i will do my best and let God do the rest.. :)
Jia you to everyone who is working hard....:)
To Be Continued.....
I havw owe my hp bills for 3 months.. lolx... Hopefully i can pay by end of this month, which means tomorrow... Lolx... Hmm i want to be more and more like God, and i am going to prayer meeting at least one time this week.. Haha.. Need to wake up by 6am and to reach chc jurong west by 7am... Hmm i will do my best and let God do the rest.. :)
Jia you to everyone who is working hard....:)
To Be Continued.....
Saturday, March 21, 2009
An Inccident of a mother murdered her own child.
Have You heard of the recently news on 19/03/09 about woodlands mother murder the child case?? The child is actually my cousin's wife step younger sister.... So miserable right??? Hmmm I have attended the ceremation yesterday evening at around 5+pm... From what i know from my cousin and cousin in law is that the news are too ridiculous already... At least half of it are wrong facts..
From what i know from my cousin in law jesslyn (victim's elder sister) is that her sister will ignore the mother even if the mother are very wrong.. Maybe sometimes the truth are not revealed yet... Hmmm there are many possibilties for this matter... No one knows the truth beforehand and everything may not be what you expected it to be...
Yes, from what i know is that the mother do have a mentally disorder, and before the incident, my cousin and jesslyn (cousin's wife) did asked the murderer (jesslyn's mother) to go for appointment checkups about the mother actually ignored her and so jesslyn told her aunt about it and her aunt scolded her mother... Her mother was angried and scolded jesslyn for her "kponess"... In the evening to night time, my cousin and cousin-in-law took their baby with them back to my first auntie's (cousin's mother) house to stay.... As from what i heard that Eunice died from a stabbed wound in her chest, just 1 slashed in and pulled out because the blood was from the bed dripping down to the floor.. Hmm after jesslyn's mother killed her younger daughter, she actually called her elder daughter and say: "i have killed your sister, can you come home quickly to save your sister?" These words are to be proven that she was in a confused situation.... I believe that she is half consious and half in mentally sick... Everything was too late.... Eunice has died... But she will be in the rememberance of all her family and friends at heart...
Eunice came my house once before in around 2 to 3 years back and i find that she is a very quiet girl who is quite sweet, even though she is not that talkative due to that we are still strangers.... I felt so dishearted when i heard the news... Jesslyn's mother did ask Eunice of something like how she wants to die and Eunice often asnwer her mother that she don't want to die as she is living happily on earth... A person who doesn't want to die is dead... What a cruel world.. I don't blame her mother, but i blame Satan.. Jesslyn is a hard worker... She has been working hard to support her sister as is was her who gave her mother encouragements to give birth to her younger sister when the father do not really care about her mother of to abort the baby or not when she scanned out the pregnant child is a girl... What a cruel father you may think, but he has his very own reasons or rights to say these cruel words.. Maybe he is in a financial difficulties??? Or others you may not know....
Maybe you all may think that why don't jesslyn stayed at home in the first place? Why she don't persue her mother to go for checkups?? But eveything is too late to say right now at the moment... We are always have our rights and always thinks that we deserve all the rights we have to live as individual, however the world is round, that is how we connected.... Nobody knows the future... For what i will think is that God will have His good way, but there is a devil who did this.. I do believe in demons as they are from satan, the evil of all goodness.....
Before the ceremation, i have told jesslyn that if she wants her younger sister to come alive, she can do so by asking her to come back as I BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES WILL HAPPEN... However, her sister wants her to go in peace to the heavenly place.. Thank God that her younger sister is already water baptise and believe in God and so we will meet again in the heaven and all the truth will be revealed to us at the point of time. Whatever ways that we are able to think of, GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIMES AND ALL THE TIMES GOD IS GOOD...
In my heart i will pray for jesslyn and her baby and her mother... I believe that the doings are from satan who might sent a demon to do it.. I hope that jesslyn's mother will not be sentenced to straight death because i hope that her mother will truely repent of what has happened...
Jesus forgives our sins and is willing to die on the cross for those who truely believes and who is really willing to repent from the mistakes that we did, therefore we must not hate anyone besides the devil, satan... We have the rights to choose and if we want to choose God, our sacrifices are greater than all those non-believers.. Everything are at peace on earth when the peace we have are with God... We are working all the time till the time we really "rest in peace", Just think: our organs are still working every single second and we are still using our brain as we dream, using our heart to pump blood when we are breathing... We are working every single day, just that we need to think that are the things that we are doing is it worth our life to do it or not...
When Adam and Eve ate the knowledge fruits, we are to be called sinners. And when Jesus Christ died on the cross for us, we are justified and are acknowledged back to God. So we should not give up so easily on life as life are precious... HELLO TO ALL WHO FEELS THAT THE CASE ARE VERY CRUEL, WAKE UP UR IDEA. Did you ever think of killing yourself/your mother/father/brother/sister or friends or even pets?? Once you have the thoughts YOU ARE CRUEL too!!!!!
PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE!! WHAT YOU THINK IS WRONG ARE RIGHTS FOR OTHERS' POINT OF VIEW......
For what we can do is to pray for jesslyn and her 3+month baby also jesslyn's mother... We don't have the right to comment about their family... Every family have his or her stories to tell, what we are to say is that we can listen and give advise, NOT TO HAVE A HARSH JUDGEMENTAL COMMENTS... Hope Those who read this will have a better understandings that only God will judge, WE ARE NOT GOD, SO WE MUST TRAIN OURSELVE NOT TO JUDGE...
To Be Continued......
From what i know from my cousin in law jesslyn (victim's elder sister) is that her sister will ignore the mother even if the mother are very wrong.. Maybe sometimes the truth are not revealed yet... Hmmm there are many possibilties for this matter... No one knows the truth beforehand and everything may not be what you expected it to be...
Yes, from what i know is that the mother do have a mentally disorder, and before the incident, my cousin and jesslyn (cousin's wife) did asked the murderer (jesslyn's mother) to go for appointment checkups about the mother actually ignored her and so jesslyn told her aunt about it and her aunt scolded her mother... Her mother was angried and scolded jesslyn for her "kponess"... In the evening to night time, my cousin and cousin-in-law took their baby with them back to my first auntie's (cousin's mother) house to stay.... As from what i heard that Eunice died from a stabbed wound in her chest, just 1 slashed in and pulled out because the blood was from the bed dripping down to the floor.. Hmm after jesslyn's mother killed her younger daughter, she actually called her elder daughter and say: "i have killed your sister, can you come home quickly to save your sister?" These words are to be proven that she was in a confused situation.... I believe that she is half consious and half in mentally sick... Everything was too late.... Eunice has died... But she will be in the rememberance of all her family and friends at heart...
Eunice came my house once before in around 2 to 3 years back and i find that she is a very quiet girl who is quite sweet, even though she is not that talkative due to that we are still strangers.... I felt so dishearted when i heard the news... Jesslyn's mother did ask Eunice of something like how she wants to die and Eunice often asnwer her mother that she don't want to die as she is living happily on earth... A person who doesn't want to die is dead... What a cruel world.. I don't blame her mother, but i blame Satan.. Jesslyn is a hard worker... She has been working hard to support her sister as is was her who gave her mother encouragements to give birth to her younger sister when the father do not really care about her mother of to abort the baby or not when she scanned out the pregnant child is a girl... What a cruel father you may think, but he has his very own reasons or rights to say these cruel words.. Maybe he is in a financial difficulties??? Or others you may not know....
Maybe you all may think that why don't jesslyn stayed at home in the first place? Why she don't persue her mother to go for checkups?? But eveything is too late to say right now at the moment... We are always have our rights and always thinks that we deserve all the rights we have to live as individual, however the world is round, that is how we connected.... Nobody knows the future... For what i will think is that God will have His good way, but there is a devil who did this.. I do believe in demons as they are from satan, the evil of all goodness.....
Before the ceremation, i have told jesslyn that if she wants her younger sister to come alive, she can do so by asking her to come back as I BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES WILL HAPPEN... However, her sister wants her to go in peace to the heavenly place.. Thank God that her younger sister is already water baptise and believe in God and so we will meet again in the heaven and all the truth will be revealed to us at the point of time. Whatever ways that we are able to think of, GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIMES AND ALL THE TIMES GOD IS GOOD...
In my heart i will pray for jesslyn and her baby and her mother... I believe that the doings are from satan who might sent a demon to do it.. I hope that jesslyn's mother will not be sentenced to straight death because i hope that her mother will truely repent of what has happened...
Jesus forgives our sins and is willing to die on the cross for those who truely believes and who is really willing to repent from the mistakes that we did, therefore we must not hate anyone besides the devil, satan... We have the rights to choose and if we want to choose God, our sacrifices are greater than all those non-believers.. Everything are at peace on earth when the peace we have are with God... We are working all the time till the time we really "rest in peace", Just think: our organs are still working every single second and we are still using our brain as we dream, using our heart to pump blood when we are breathing... We are working every single day, just that we need to think that are the things that we are doing is it worth our life to do it or not...
When Adam and Eve ate the knowledge fruits, we are to be called sinners. And when Jesus Christ died on the cross for us, we are justified and are acknowledged back to God. So we should not give up so easily on life as life are precious... HELLO TO ALL WHO FEELS THAT THE CASE ARE VERY CRUEL, WAKE UP UR IDEA. Did you ever think of killing yourself/your mother/father/brother/sister or friends or even pets?? Once you have the thoughts YOU ARE CRUEL too!!!!!
PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE!! WHAT YOU THINK IS WRONG ARE RIGHTS FOR OTHERS' POINT OF VIEW......
For what we can do is to pray for jesslyn and her 3+month baby also jesslyn's mother... We don't have the right to comment about their family... Every family have his or her stories to tell, what we are to say is that we can listen and give advise, NOT TO HAVE A HARSH JUDGEMENTAL COMMENTS... Hope Those who read this will have a better understandings that only God will judge, WE ARE NOT GOD, SO WE MUST TRAIN OURSELVE NOT TO JUDGE...
To Be Continued......
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
My life... 18/3/09
Today i have updated 2 times in my blog... The difference between this 2 blogs ia that one is to introduce my friend, and current one is to tell my days from 16/3/09 to now, 18/3/09 0246hrs.... Currently i am at my uncle house to update the blog and to browse online about the movie timing for later on my outing with sarah... Hmm before that, i want to say that my life is more and more interesting to me as it is mot just fulfillings, out of the boredom i found a brand new stuffs fore my days before i step into routine to work again.... Even though in these 2 and a eighth days, my life is full of disappointments, encouragements and of things that are new to me... Encouragements are from my new friend named Christopher and also earlier on from ken...
Disappointments are: my mother had critised me again.. i feel like going to die(end my life straight) out of a sudden in the morning and i prayed a very short prayer and it helps... I believe its not only i prayed, ken also did helped me to pray and therefore i found myself in the peace of God again.. Thanks to God for His Love, Joy and Peace... I want to have a "ken" character boyfriend the person can be ken but i feel that unlikely that i will have a boyfriend due to my appearance... As i believe all human beings do concern about the appearance of one self.... It is ao hard and i don't have the confident in me to do that... Lolxx... I feel a lot of discouragements and so my posts will be a bit negative.. But i want to thank God that Yj really accompany to watch movie... Even though the movie i had already watched it alone myself, but somehow that God give me 2 accompanies to watch the shows that i have watched it alone myself... Later at 1515hr, sarah will accompany me to watch "the race to the witch mountain" again... She Have not watch it yet... Yesterday Yj watched "the dragonball evolution for the 2nd time with me.. Hopefully he don't watch the race to the witch mountain, if he wants he can watch with another friend but not me...
Lolx... I don't want to watch it for the 3rdtime... Hmm I will pray that my outing with sarah will be blessed by God with fun joy and laughter...
I want to train myself to be a prayer warrior so that i will not be defeated so easily by the negative world.. I can overcome everything with God's mercy and grace.. I believe that God will give me the strength for my remaining days to the right time i will be going up to heaven to be with God... I want Jesus to come and be my savior again and Holy Spirit to heal all my sickness and brokeness in the spirit realm also in the physical.. I want to thank God all my life and will train myself to be a history maker..
To Be Continued...
Disappointments are: my mother had critised me again.. i feel like going to die(end my life straight) out of a sudden in the morning and i prayed a very short prayer and it helps... I believe its not only i prayed, ken also did helped me to pray and therefore i found myself in the peace of God again.. Thanks to God for His Love, Joy and Peace... I want to have a "ken" character boyfriend the person can be ken but i feel that unlikely that i will have a boyfriend due to my appearance... As i believe all human beings do concern about the appearance of one self.... It is ao hard and i don't have the confident in me to do that... Lolxx... I feel a lot of discouragements and so my posts will be a bit negative.. But i want to thank God that Yj really accompany to watch movie... Even though the movie i had already watched it alone myself, but somehow that God give me 2 accompanies to watch the shows that i have watched it alone myself... Later at 1515hr, sarah will accompany me to watch "the race to the witch mountain" again... She Have not watch it yet... Yesterday Yj watched "the dragonball evolution for the 2nd time with me.. Hopefully he don't watch the race to the witch mountain, if he wants he can watch with another friend but not me...
Lolx... I don't want to watch it for the 3rdtime... Hmm I will pray that my outing with sarah will be blessed by God with fun joy and laughter...
I want to train myself to be a prayer warrior so that i will not be defeated so easily by the negative world.. I can overcome everything with God's mercy and grace.. I believe that God will give me the strength for my remaining days to the right time i will be going up to heaven to be with God... I want Jesus to come and be my savior again and Holy Spirit to heal all my sickness and brokeness in the spirit realm also in the physical.. I want to thank God all my life and will train myself to be a history maker..
To Be Continued...
Knowing a new friend... Sarah from cg w480..
Wow... On sunday i went for service at jurong west, i was guided to a front right corner(at the choir side) and just nice there was another lady sitted beside me and also was alone attending the service. In the first place, i thought she was attending with her cellgroup, but when the conversation starts for 3 minutes, i found out that actually she was attending the service alone too. To my surprise, she actually become one of my friends after the service... We went to Jurong Point to fellowship after the service... I never thought that we can be friends or i can know a new friend just like that... However, God is a good God that He let me to actually get me a new friend just at a time whereby friends are imoportant to my life... Hmm i don't really know how to talk to stranger but to my surprise that i can actually get to familiarise a person so fast... Just a service i attended and that changes everything... I found out that Sarah stays at woodlands too... Just nearby me... Also i know that she is from a divorced and re-marry family... However she is so cheerful.... Hmmm she got an elder brother and she is now studying part time night courrses at LCCL if i do not remember wrong...... Hmm i want to thank God for His mercy and grace for letting me to know such a different girl from me in my life... Actually all are different but in certain ways i feel that it is in a right time that God send her to let me know that tthe world is filled with beautiful people... Whats more is that YJ has asked me to go and watch the dragonball evolution with him on tuesday.. And my younger brother actually lent me his PSP for a week... Incredible!!!! WOW... Its a Cool experience on last sunday...
Cool day to be in.... Thank God for His love...
To Be Continued...
Cool day to be in.... Thank God for His love...
To Be Continued...
Friday, March 13, 2009
movies that i have watched for the week...
Wow... Today is the 2nd time i watch movie for the week alone... I don't really like to watch movies and feel that it is a waste of money.. However i have changed my view of that... Yesterday i have watched "dragonball evolution" and now i have finished "the race to the witch mountain"... Cool... 2 shows in a week and 1 day of difference that i watch the movies... Next monday i want to watch the "kungfu chef" and also the "push"... "coming soon is also in my consideration too... I want to enjoy my "holiday" to the fullest.. Everyday it seems so fulfilling to me... I now at library and i am going to borrow another book that will attract me to read... Hopefully i can find the book i read half way yesterday about the global business of how to do business not only at singapore but to all the world.. I have finished the book regards networking and know the techniques of how a networker do their job... Wow.. Even though i don't really believe that networking can work, but indeed there are great examples like "Amway" that show the successes of networking... Hmmm.. I hope to read another good book regards retail and also to go and find out the tests that i can take privately just for the certificates... LOls... people may ask: "you did not attain the lessons how are you able to pass the exams??" My answer will be: "There are so many real life 'textbooks' that i can get from the library." A library is a good resource of knowledge.. So i want to take this opportunities to recommand people to visit the library more often....
Wow... Its the 2nd post for today.. Amazingly i can update my blog so fast in a row of just less than 3 hours.. broke my records again!!... Lolx..
Everyone can keep on breaking their own records by keeping working hard at the records that they want to breakthrough off... I hop that tomorrow there will be a peace at my house.. Hopefully that my relatives will not come to my house to play mahjong... Ask them to come on sundays perhaps... lolx....
Oh ya.. Both the shows that i watched are not too bad, the sounds systems, the animations and the effects are good.. Just that the story lines are not as good as i thought it would be... Hopefully "push" and "kungfu chefs" will be better.... And hopefully that "coming soon" will be good as it is a thailand horror movie... Hmmm lastly i wanna comment that today is my GOOD AND ENJOYABLE DAY OF MY LIFE.... Hopefully tomorrow will also be i pray in Jesus' name.... (Amen!!) :)
Take care to all my friends who are "suffering" hope that you will find your rest soon!! :)
To Be Continued.....
Wow... Its the 2nd post for today.. Amazingly i can update my blog so fast in a row of just less than 3 hours.. broke my records again!!... Lolx..
Everyone can keep on breaking their own records by keeping working hard at the records that they want to breakthrough off... I hop that tomorrow there will be a peace at my house.. Hopefully that my relatives will not come to my house to play mahjong... Ask them to come on sundays perhaps... lolx....
Oh ya.. Both the shows that i watched are not too bad, the sounds systems, the animations and the effects are good.. Just that the story lines are not as good as i thought it would be... Hopefully "push" and "kungfu chefs" will be better.... And hopefully that "coming soon" will be good as it is a thailand horror movie... Hmmm lastly i wanna comment that today is my GOOD AND ENJOYABLE DAY OF MY LIFE.... Hopefully tomorrow will also be i pray in Jesus' name.... (Amen!!) :)
Take care to all my friends who are "suffering" hope that you will find your rest soon!! :)
To Be Continued.....
Currently I'm enjoying a carefree live... HAPPY...
You may think its very Godly, But to me, It ever a REAL experience... Do you Believe??
Wow... A life can be so enjoying at the same time fulfilling.... I never been so carefree before... It's like i'm on a holidfay that only i am enjoying.... i have watched dragonball evolutions and later on i am going to watch race to the witch mountain by the rock, a wwe superstars that i admirer... WOW.... My mother is very understanding of what i am doing now and is very supporting of what i want to do next and that is to set goals and to achieve it....Goals that can be reached but it will need to takes discipline of me and determination to achieve it.. Of course the ultimate vision for the is to become more and more like Jesus.... Hahaha... Hmmm currently enjoying but suffering in the other hand and that is financial difficulties... Headaches.... About the lego case and also my hp bills that costs about $400+ (total after adding my commitments)... What i can do is to pray that financial blessings will come and i can settle it as soon as possible....
There is always a saying: If you serve God's house first and everything that you need will eventually be solved... So i will trust God for that and give my commitments amounts to Him first and trust that He will do the rest of clearing my debts and also to find a better job for my future... (My hearts is burdened... Is very very heavy now... Even though i know God is greater than my problems, but there are still some worries that keep on following me... Hopefully i can settle it as soon as possible... I don't know why is that that my heart is still so heavy..) I hate this feeling but still i will put my trust to God who can create miracles that i have never seen.... More amazing anointing will come to me as i do His will... I always Know that i do not have to worry once i pray... Let my heart be peace and not to be confused and rest assured that God will do a miracle to solve my problems... Lolx... Now i can be peaced after i type it all out... Lolx...
I want to create a business once my capital is there... Its very hard... Because i never know when the money will be coming.. Lolx.. it will be another sayings of "Do your best and Let God do the rest..." I love God.. Because it is because of Him that i am in this world, ALIVE till today... He let me know how to learn from others... And the importance of my pressence in this world... God made my pressence to be worthy to Him as a evanglist or whatever He wants me to be, ultimate I want to Thank Him that i can be born to this world that He created... So many abortions case and yet i am so "lucky" to get to this world... My mother had abort one of her child before marry to my father and i am a premature baby.... I am indeed very "lucky" to be alive until now actually... Because i have escaped 2 times of "death" and to be born in this world... It is definately all in God's will... Do you see the picture??? To my mother, it may be her "gods" that protect her, and i do have my Almighty God that always protecting me wherever i go and everywhere i am.. I have escaped the most crucial things in my life and i need to believe that God will help me to overcome the problems i have now... Everything is not concidence but a perfect planning that God has created for me to overcom and to be more and more like Him... I will learn to lean on God's love from now and enjoy everyday of my life to the day i die...
My blog is for me to reflect back when i grow older, you may comment everything as stupid, but as for me; this blog is very meaningflu as it is... Jesus loves you and so do I... :)
To Be Continued...
Wow... A life can be so enjoying at the same time fulfilling.... I never been so carefree before... It's like i'm on a holidfay that only i am enjoying.... i have watched dragonball evolutions and later on i am going to watch race to the witch mountain by the rock, a wwe superstars that i admirer... WOW.... My mother is very understanding of what i am doing now and is very supporting of what i want to do next and that is to set goals and to achieve it....Goals that can be reached but it will need to takes discipline of me and determination to achieve it.. Of course the ultimate vision for the is to become more and more like Jesus.... Hahaha... Hmmm currently enjoying but suffering in the other hand and that is financial difficulties... Headaches.... About the lego case and also my hp bills that costs about $400+ (total after adding my commitments)... What i can do is to pray that financial blessings will come and i can settle it as soon as possible....
There is always a saying: If you serve God's house first and everything that you need will eventually be solved... So i will trust God for that and give my commitments amounts to Him first and trust that He will do the rest of clearing my debts and also to find a better job for my future... (My hearts is burdened... Is very very heavy now... Even though i know God is greater than my problems, but there are still some worries that keep on following me... Hopefully i can settle it as soon as possible... I don't know why is that that my heart is still so heavy..) I hate this feeling but still i will put my trust to God who can create miracles that i have never seen.... More amazing anointing will come to me as i do His will... I always Know that i do not have to worry once i pray... Let my heart be peace and not to be confused and rest assured that God will do a miracle to solve my problems... Lolx... Now i can be peaced after i type it all out... Lolx...
I want to create a business once my capital is there... Its very hard... Because i never know when the money will be coming.. Lolx.. it will be another sayings of "Do your best and Let God do the rest..." I love God.. Because it is because of Him that i am in this world, ALIVE till today... He let me know how to learn from others... And the importance of my pressence in this world... God made my pressence to be worthy to Him as a evanglist or whatever He wants me to be, ultimate I want to Thank Him that i can be born to this world that He created... So many abortions case and yet i am so "lucky" to get to this world... My mother had abort one of her child before marry to my father and i am a premature baby.... I am indeed very "lucky" to be alive until now actually... Because i have escaped 2 times of "death" and to be born in this world... It is definately all in God's will... Do you see the picture??? To my mother, it may be her "gods" that protect her, and i do have my Almighty God that always protecting me wherever i go and everywhere i am.. I have escaped the most crucial things in my life and i need to believe that God will help me to overcome the problems i have now... Everything is not concidence but a perfect planning that God has created for me to overcom and to be more and more like Him... I will learn to lean on God's love from now and enjoy everyday of my life to the day i die...
My blog is for me to reflect back when i grow older, you may comment everything as stupid, but as for me; this blog is very meaningflu as it is... Jesus loves you and so do I... :)
To Be Continued...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
我的美（每）一天。
天啊，我真的很开心。自从我离开CARREFOUR 后我的每一天都是很美都是很美。。。 压力减少了 力减少了很多。我会从新出发，不要再回头了。每一天的我都在读些书，希望能在下一个地方拍上用场。人生真的是多样化，也有很多的变化。我爱我自己因为我可以让我的想法自由的发挥。我可以给自己许多空间去发挥自己的才华。。。哈哈哈。这些事实许多人无法放胆去做的。上帝交了我许多关于自爱的讯息。我爱耶稣因为耶稣让我知道自由是那么的愉快。上帝的爱与关怀是我的依靠。我会过得更快乐，因为我自由了！！
To Be Continued.....
To Be Continued.....
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
My best decisions for now... To Resign Carrefour and to look forward for new challenges...
Yippee!!! So long never got the time to blog due to busy in my working life.. And now i am free!!!! I wanna thank God for His peace to me when i made this important decision... WOW!!! I love the feeling of not working so hard and yet i cannot see the returns of praises in my life.... I can change the world in my very own ways... To have a very different thinking is the unique way that i have to be success..... Many people say that i am stupid to give up Carrefour but i feel that i never been so wise before.... I never regret of the decisions that i have made as i can truly sense the freedom when the moment i resigned and stepped out of carrefour.... Carrefour is a good place to learn but not a good place to work due to the unity of the staffs are not there... WOW!!! I have learned quite alot of things from Bernard Ng and really wanna thank him for his teachings... However the past is still yet over until the day they really release me of my last pay and i returned them the pass and uniforms.... I planned to give all o0f wht i get from them, the uniforms from the first batch till now... I have paid off 2 years to carrefour and i feel that that is enough already... I am so trapped at work and don't feel like dying because of there.... I know many of the fellow friends will ask me this: "why you wanna leave?" But my answer is that "I just want to leave." A sweet and short answer is the best answer that i want to express...
Once my passions to one thing dies, either it will be forever dead or it will be alive later... However to carrefour, i am assured that i will not go back unless better offers that can move my heart... I have prepared one list of "what to say to store director" in my wallet to defend myself when they try to find faults on me... I don't want to be dragged by carrefour as carrefour is a very messy place to be in.... Especially when mr sumir goes and aris came to take over bazzar... I don'e see live at bazaar attractive anymore.. CUZ THE DARKNESS (SKIN)/(RELIGIONS) HAS COVERED THE WHOLE BAZAAR.... LOLX... It will not affect the china staffs but definately will affect the singapore chinese in the team... SO it come to a saying to me and that is 36 ji zou wei shang ji... meaning leaving at this point of time is the best choice of my life... LOLX....
Once again i wanna thank God for His peace upon me and i know that He will provide for me the neccessaries basic needs for my life... Iwill take the time now before i get the next job to do all sorts of research to endure the coming challenges in my life in the future... Thankl you for reading my story and once again it will be continued next time i update la.. Hahaha...
To Be Continued...
Once my passions to one thing dies, either it will be forever dead or it will be alive later... However to carrefour, i am assured that i will not go back unless better offers that can move my heart... I have prepared one list of "what to say to store director" in my wallet to defend myself when they try to find faults on me... I don't want to be dragged by carrefour as carrefour is a very messy place to be in.... Especially when mr sumir goes and aris came to take over bazzar... I don'e see live at bazaar attractive anymore.. CUZ THE DARKNESS (SKIN)/(RELIGIONS) HAS COVERED THE WHOLE BAZAAR.... LOLX... It will not affect the china staffs but definately will affect the singapore chinese in the team... SO it come to a saying to me and that is 36 ji zou wei shang ji... meaning leaving at this point of time is the best choice of my life... LOLX....
Once again i wanna thank God for His peace upon me and i know that He will provide for me the neccessaries basic needs for my life... Iwill take the time now before i get the next job to do all sorts of research to endure the coming challenges in my life in the future... Thankl you for reading my story and once again it will be continued next time i update la.. Hahaha...
To Be Continued...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I am sick now... Please don't disturb mi from rest...
Going through ups and downs for around 4 months and so many things happened... Bads and Goods.... Hmm i don't wish to remember the cases so i will not blog it up... hmmm i feel like resting... i'm super tired and sick... How i wish to be sick once and for all... I am not going to do anything for today and tomorrow... just wanna relax my self and take life easy.... I am very very very tired of everything... time for mi to be sick and rest well... lolx... after my rest i believe that i will stand up strong again.. haha... nw i need to post my dreams for 2009 online.. lolx.. as when i accomplish it i will write in and so i can be more and more knowing of what's more i needed to do... Lolx... sian.. today yj put me areoplane... wanting to go for movie but he sleeping... ARHH.....hmm mw i dun feel like talking so much.. m really tired... happy chinese new year...
To Be Continued...
To Be Continued...
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