Currently I'm enjoying a carefree live... HAPPY...

You may think its very Godly, But to me, It ever a REAL experience... Do you Believe??

Wow... A life can be so enjoying at the same time fulfilling.... I never been so carefree before... It's like i'm on a holidfay that only i am enjoying.... i have watched dragonball evolutions and later on i am going to watch race to the witch mountain by the rock, a wwe superstars that i admirer... WOW.... My mother is very understanding of what i am doing now and is very supporting of what i want to do next and that is to set goals and to achieve it....Goals that can be reached but it will need to takes discipline of me and determination to achieve it.. Of course the ultimate vision for the is to become more and more like Jesus.... Hahaha... Hmmm currently enjoying but suffering in the other hand and that is financial difficulties... Headaches.... About the lego case and also my hp bills that costs about $400+ (total after adding my commitments)... What i can do is to pray that financial blessings will come and i can settle it as soon as possible....

There is always a saying: If you serve God's house first and everything that you need will eventually be solved... So i will trust God for that and give my commitments amounts to Him first and trust that He will do the rest of clearing my debts and also to find a better job for my future... (My hearts is burdened... Is very very heavy now... Even though i know God is greater than my problems, but there are still some worries that keep on following me... Hopefully i can settle it as soon as possible... I don't know why is that that my heart is still so heavy..) I hate this feeling but still i will put my trust to God who can create miracles that i have never seen.... More amazing anointing will come to me as i do His will... I always Know that i do not have to worry once i pray... Let my heart be peace and not to be confused and rest assured that God will do a miracle to solve my problems... Lolx... Now i can be peaced after i type it all out... Lolx...


I want to create a business once my capital is there... Its very hard... Because i never know when the money will be coming.. Lolx.. it will be another sayings of "Do your best and Let God do the rest..." I love God.. Because it is because of Him that i am in this world, ALIVE till today... He let me know how to learn from others... And the importance of my pressence in this world... God made my pressence to be worthy to Him as a evanglist or whatever He wants me to be, ultimate I want to Thank Him that i can be born to this world that He created... So many abortions case and yet i am so "lucky" to get to this world... My mother had abort one of her child before marry to my father and i am a premature baby.... I am indeed very "lucky" to be alive until now actually... Because i have escaped 2 times of "death" and to be born in this world... It is definately all in God's will... Do you see the picture??? To my mother, it may be her "gods" that protect her, and i do have my Almighty God that always protecting me wherever i go and everywhere i am.. I have escaped the most crucial things in my life and i need to believe that God will help me to overcome the problems i have now... Everything is not concidence but a perfect planning that God has created for me to overcom and to be more and more like Him... I will learn to lean on God's love from now and enjoy everyday of my life to the day i die...


My blog is for me to reflect back when i grow older, you may comment everything as stupid, but as for me; this blog is very meaningflu as it is... Jesus loves you and so do I... :)




To Be Continued...