Tuesday, March 17, 2009

My life... 18/3/09

Today i have updated 2 times in my blog... The difference between this 2 blogs ia that one is to introduce my friend, and current one is to tell my days from 16/3/09 to now, 18/3/09 0246hrs.... Currently i am at my uncle house to update the blog and to browse online about the movie timing for later on my outing with sarah... Hmm before that, i want to say that my life is more and more interesting to me as it is mot just fulfillings, out of the boredom i found a brand new stuffs fore my days before i step into routine to work again.... Even though in these 2 and a eighth days, my life is full of disappointments, encouragements and of things that are new to me... Encouragements are from my new friend named Christopher and also earlier on from ken...
Disappointments are: my mother had critised me again.. i feel like going to die(end my life straight) out of a sudden in the morning and i prayed a very short prayer and it helps... I believe its not only i prayed, ken also did helped me to pray and therefore i found myself in the peace of God again.. Thanks to God for His Love, Joy and Peace... I want to have a "ken" character boyfriend the person can be ken but i feel that unlikely that i will have a boyfriend due to my appearance... As i believe all human beings do concern about the appearance of one self.... It is ao hard and i don't have the confident in me to do that... Lolxx... I feel a lot of discouragements and so my posts will be a bit negative.. But i want to thank God that Yj really accompany to watch movie... Even though the movie i had already watched it alone myself, but somehow that God give me 2 accompanies to watch the shows that i have watched it alone myself... Later at 1515hr, sarah will accompany me to watch "the race to the witch mountain" again... She Have not watch it yet... Yesterday Yj watched "the dragonball evolution for the 2nd time with me.. Hopefully he don't watch the race to the witch mountain, if he wants he can watch with another friend but not me...
Lolx... I don't want to watch it for the 3rdtime... Hmm I will pray that my outing with sarah will be blessed by God with fun joy and laughter...


I want to train myself to be a prayer warrior so that i will not be defeated so easily by the negative world.. I can overcome everything with God's mercy and grace.. I believe that God will give me the strength for my remaining days to the right time i will be going up to heaven to be with God... I want Jesus to come and be my savior again and Holy Spirit to heal all my sickness and brokeness in the spirit realm also in the physical.. I want to thank God all my life and will train myself to be a history maker..




To Be Continued...

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