Thursday, February 04, 2010

My life.... The way i hope it will be in the way i want... BUT IT WILL BE NOT... As GOD lives, my life will be HIS!!:)

Hallelujah... throughout the days of my ups and down, i learnt one thing... If God is going to bless you, no matter how you put a full stop in it, He will still put a commer below it... That is why we need to keep on believing that there is a God in the midst of us to keep our livs moving.... God is Good all the time and all the time God is good!!!:)

In jan, i gotten many ups and down.. In the last day of jan, i feel that God wants to change my life to a life full of LOVE.... Pastor Nikko shared a message of restoration.. And it really touches my heart and i wanted to learn how to love my earthly father back.... However, on the 1 feb 2010, an incident hits my house and that makes me feel very hard to love.... Indeed i wanna thank God that He showed me a truth, that is.... The devil is trying to make me not to love but God is always LOVE... I dunno y i am feel ing super down... So stressed.... However, there is no exact stress... It's my thinking that r making myself to stress so much.... I thank God that i am able to overcome it by the love from friends and leaders who are so encouraging towards me... I think it is a time for me to rise up to take lead of my household soon in my family... My mother is getting older and older everyday... what i need to to is to learn to independent and to get a career to establish soon...


My plan is to get a diploma in retail at the end of 2010... and a life that will be bit by bit changed everyday..... Learn to love is the first step... Love what i am studying will be a great help to accomplish great things of life... thank God i am still alive...


I will keep on keeping on to manage the victory that Jesus has shed His blood for... Hallelujah... Glory and Praise to the Lord God Almighty...:)




To Be Continued.....

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