Wow... I have learnt a lot from my past experiences and till now i am still keep on learning from each day's experience.. Right now i feel that my life is changing everyday... I need to moove on... It's yj's birthday again.. wow.. 8 years just passed away just like that... I feel that i have like him for more than that.. lolx.. I really very trapped in this.. why there is a voice telling me about the future and whereby the future is still so far away?? Is that a so-called to be fated to be?? Well, i really have no idea.. How i wish that God can reveal my future to me so that i will have no worries for sure.. lolx... hahaha... but i know that as i have God with me, i do not need to worry as He has already plan my future for me already.. I just need to enjoy this day to the fullest and not to worry about what tomorrow will be.. I need to have training over my emotions as i need to have self control and not to step overboard and hurt myself... I know the very way to hurt myself, that is to say negative words to myself... lolx... other's words is not stronger than my own words... that is why i feel always very negative.... To be frank, God is bigger and God is mystery.. God is all about the good and not the bad... even in negative situations, God is still there to protect my life... It's how we see things that affects us.... Oh no.. I'm facing super huge test.. that's my emotions test... How to pass it??? need to learn how to depend on the Holy Spirit totally.. Lolx.. But it is a very hard lesson.. Hmm i really need to go for deeper studies of the bible... so i will start to save up for the SOT in 2011... God is great!!:) Hallelujah... My emotions are sometimes out of control.. Hopefully i can get over it a.s.a.p!!! Lolx.. need more and more prayers... I need God more!!:)
To Be Continued.....
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